Separation from my mind

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine that somebody has done something onto me and believed it to be real.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to confuse imagination with reality, perceiving/believing that what has happened within my mind is what has happened in this world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself as my mind, and within this separation giving my power away to thoughts/pictures/images/imaginations.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react to what exists within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with another being because of what i imagined of the being to have done onto me within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be spiteful to another being according to what i imagined that being has done onto me within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that what i imagined within my mind to be real within this belief acting upon such illusions.

I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize and see the absoulte ridiculousness of being directed by imaginations/illusions within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to the thoughts/pictures/images/imaginations/illusions to direct me, instead of me directing myself Here as breath.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine within my mind that Sunnette accusing/judging/punishing/threatening/attacking me and believe thiese imaginations to be real and acted within spitefulness towards Sunnette. WTF???!!!

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge Sunnette as fucking bitch and judge many females as fucking bitch -- within this judgement, i judged myself as bad/evil and want to justify myself as bad/evil and believed myself to be bad/evil.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel threatened by my own words and attack myself within my mind. WTF??!!! This is absolute ridiculousness.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that there are two me's within my mind. WTF?

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fight with myself within my mind. WTF???!!!

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to abuse myself for what is going on within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a victim/slave of my mind instead of realizing that it is actually through separation and participation in my mind that i have given permission to my mind to control me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to regard my mind to be an entitiy more than me which has the power to direct me to tell me what to do/what to say/where to go/how to interact with people etc.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for what is going on within my mind, instead of realizing that self-judgement is a statement that the mind has power over me and is able to control me.

I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that it is me regarding myself to be less than my mind and what is going on within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself for what is going on within my mind instead of realizing that this a statement that my mind has power over me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want fight with me as my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to regard my mind as something out there somewhere which indicates separation.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to justify separation saying in mind "what is so bad of separation?" -- separation is not bad nor good but merely needs to be stopped within and as self.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fight with my mind which indicates separation -- i am regarding my mind to be something more than me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear to be controlled by my mind, and want to do the exact opposite of what is within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accetped and allowed myself to form a reactive behavior, saying in my mind "Don't you fucking tell me what to do?" with spitefulness.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react to and repel all suggestions/advice/assistance/support from other beings through words.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since human beings can not be trusted i must trust nobody's words and that i must block all the information and if i hear some words/suggestions/advice i will do exactly the opposite.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that since nobody can be trusted in this world, i must protect myself by holding myself back and take nobody's advice/suggestions/words.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear to be harmed/fucked/influenced by other people's words.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i must be spiteful toward everybody in order for me to protect myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and alllowed myself to imagine within my mind defending/attacking other people who are trying to harm me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as fear of being harmed/hurt/fucked.

I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to accept vulnerability as myself.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form such a perception/idea/belief that always being suspicious about another's intention is the way to protect me.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that in order for me to survive in this world i have to assume that everybody else is trying to deceive/manipulate/fuck with me.

I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that me as my mind is combing different pictures that it has downloaded to mix them up to form a 'new' picture to fit into the current situation and if i believe that is me i am falling for the hook.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the pictures and words that pop within my mind as bad and judge myself as bad for having these pictures within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a victim to the pictures within my mind -- feeling that i have been possessed by these pictures.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear what is going on within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to stop the separation from my mind and stand one and equal as my mind to direct my mind equal and one Here within self-honesty taking into consideration what is best for all.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame my mind for what i experience instead of realizing that i am abdicating self-responsibility.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to abdicate self-responsibility -- as long as i exist in separation from my mind, i can continue to blame my mind and not actually change/transform self.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to separate from my mind and blame my mind.

I stop separation from my mind. I stop being directed by my mind. I stand one and equal with my mind, directing me Here within self-honesty. I stop blaming my mind. I take self-responsibility. I am Here. I direct. I move. I stop. I live. I express.