Osho: Trust is Not Transferable
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWwMwE_phOE
Note: The following self-forgiveness was published on my Chinese blog on October 11, 2009, which I am now moving here to this English blog.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to knowledge and information, instead of living that which i have realized one and equal as myself, manifesting myself as the realization.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to i have to remeber the realization in order to not forget it, instead of realizing that the reason i am able to forget is because i am existing in separation from that which i am trying to remember with my mind instead of actually living the realization.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to live one and equal the realization through physical application, manifesting myself as that which i have realized one and equal as myself, thus not being able to forget what i have realized and also no need for memoring the realization as merely knowledge and information.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to base my trust on my past moments according to specific applications that i feel effective, instead of trusting myself here in the moment -- a brand new moment, no attachment to the past moments.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to see with common sense that if i am here in the moment completely, i can not have any attachment to the past moments that i have experienced -- i am entirely here in this new moment honouring who i really am in this entirely brand-new moment.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that the past moment has already passed, and i am now in the brand new moment, why would i allow myself to still be attached that which has already passed while not honouring myself here in this new moment?
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that the power is here in this moment and when i participate in my mind and hold onto attachments towards the past moments, i am only missing the moment that is here, not completely being here honouring the moment making the fullest use of the moment here.
I forgive myself that ihave not allowed myself to see with common sense that when i am here why do i have the need to be attached to the past moments?
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my past realizations that is of common sense.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge my past, fear my past, perceive/believe that i must separate myself from my past in order to be self-honest.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my past realizations are completely useless and that i must do exactly the opposite in order to become self-honest.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate self-trust that i have built and self-realizations from my past experiences.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to define self-trust according to the past moments instead of realizing self-trust can only exist in every moment -- every moment is a new moment, I am here in the moment then i apply what is here in the moment. I do not accept myself to be defined by my past.
I am not past-defined. I am here in the moment as the moment as breath. I am brand new in every moment. I trust myself as every moment. I am not past-defined. My application is in every moment as every moment as self-trust. No attachment to the past!
I am here! I am here! I am the moment! I am in every moment! I express myself as every brand new moment! I honour myself in every new moment! I trust myself as every new moment!
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Saturday, June 11, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
Practical Living Principle
A summary of the 'creation' process of illusions from an article by Desteni:
separation -> relationship -> self-analyzation -> interpretation -> perception -> idea -> belief -> illusionary reality within -> projection -> illusion reality without
The created result is layers upon layers of illusions both within and without.
Creation has become illusions layers upon layers. The illusion which is the mind is destroying the physical reality that which real - that is what we have accepted and allowed. Ironic, isn't it?
What is Self? Self is all and everything in this existence. All that exists is self. The inner reality is one and equal with the outer reality. What I accept and allow to exist within me create and manifest what exists without - one and equal. That which exists within and as this world which is actually me is existing within and as me. Thus BOTH the inner reality AND the outer reality are me. The concept of self that is interpreted/perceived to be separate from the outer manifestations within this world is false.
I can not judge the outer manifestation of murder, rape, war, child abuse, violence, starvation, control, enslavement, etc. Why? Because they are me. These manifestations exist because they exist within me as me through my acceptance and allowance. They are unable to manifest if they did not exist within me. Thus I am responsible for the outer manifestation in this world. If I judge/deny/resist the outer manifestations, I am separating my inner reality as me from the outer manifestation which is me. Within separation, I have given my power away to that which I have separated myself from and thus become less than that which I have created and have no power to direct creation as myself. Judgement/denial/resistance is abdication of self-responsibility - it is not seeing/understanding/realising that what I judge/deny/resist is actually me through my acceptance and allowance to exist within me as me and manifested without one and equal - thus I am responble.
The question that should be asked is whether the current manifestations in this existence as it currently exists acceptable? The obvious answer is no. The current 'creation' is atrocious to say the least. It is a disgrace to even call it creation - murder, rape, war, child abuse, violence, starvation, enslavement, deception... The current world is a fuck-up. That is a fact. It is delusional and is a serious mental disease to believe that everything is just fine. But I can not judge the fuck-up that which we call creation as judgment is separation and abdication of self-responsibility. Taking self-responsibility within realising that I have accepted and allowed myself to become this fucked-up existence and it is unaccpetable and that I must stop the fuck-up which is me through stopping myself from continuing to create such a fuck-up.
Since the current manifestation as self is a fucked-up existence and unacceptable and must stop, what is acceptable then? What do I accept and allow and what do I not accept and allow? What is the principle that determines/discerns what can be accepted and allowed and what can not be accepted and allowed? See, all and everything is me. The simple question to ask is - Am I able to allow a part of me as me to be more than another part of me as me? Can I allow a part of me to benefit at the cost of other's suffering? Definitely not! All is me. All is One. One equals One. All are Equal. The principle is Equality and Oneness as Life as All as One as Equal. The principle is who we really are! Who we really are is the standing and becoming of the principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as all as one as equal. The living self directive principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as All as One as Equal determines what I will accept and allow and what I will not accept and allow. The common sensical to ask is : How can I allow myself to NOT be who I really am? Why would I? That would surely indicate I have become lost then, wouldn't it?
Now the Living Self Directive Principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as all as one as equal has been established. It is to live the Principle PRACTICALLY. Practicality is a point that I have not yet fully lived as an expression of/as myself. What it actually means is still for me to investigate and discover. According to my understanding in the moment, one 'dimension' of practicality is to take into consideration the situations/conditions of the physical reality - for example, we require food, water, clothes, shelter etc to live in this physical reality and we require an income to get all these necessary resoureces. The physical is real. We have to consider how Equality and Oneness is to be lived in this physical reality - not in a mental projected reality where one can simply imagine things that have no relevance to the physical. To be more specific, the physical reality that I am interacting with is through my everday -life participation. So the specific practical application of the principle of Equality and Oneness is within my everyday life - to find practical solutions that align my world with this principle. I must first work with myself, purify myself and apply myself in my everyday life.
The Principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as All as One as Equal is not an abstract concept to be comprehended by/through the mind, instead it is to be lived as SELF PRACTICALLY HERE in this PHYSICAL Reality in every moment of every breath.
The specific application of the principle every moment as every breath is described in this article: Practically Creating The World as Acceptable to ALL http://desteni.co.za/a/practically-creating-the-world-as-acceptable-to-all
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The above is a modification and expansion of a blog post that I publised on my Chinese blog on 2009-07-05 which I am now moving here to this English blog.
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Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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separation -> relationship -> self-analyzation -> interpretation -> perception -> idea -> belief -> illusionary reality within -> projection -> illusion reality without
The created result is layers upon layers of illusions both within and without.
Creation has become illusions layers upon layers. The illusion which is the mind is destroying the physical reality that which real - that is what we have accepted and allowed. Ironic, isn't it?
What is Self? Self is all and everything in this existence. All that exists is self. The inner reality is one and equal with the outer reality. What I accept and allow to exist within me create and manifest what exists without - one and equal. That which exists within and as this world which is actually me is existing within and as me. Thus BOTH the inner reality AND the outer reality are me. The concept of self that is interpreted/perceived to be separate from the outer manifestations within this world is false.
I can not judge the outer manifestation of murder, rape, war, child abuse, violence, starvation, control, enslavement, etc. Why? Because they are me. These manifestations exist because they exist within me as me through my acceptance and allowance. They are unable to manifest if they did not exist within me. Thus I am responsible for the outer manifestation in this world. If I judge/deny/resist the outer manifestations, I am separating my inner reality as me from the outer manifestation which is me. Within separation, I have given my power away to that which I have separated myself from and thus become less than that which I have created and have no power to direct creation as myself. Judgement/denial/resistance is abdication of self-responsibility - it is not seeing/understanding/realising that what I judge/deny/resist is actually me through my acceptance and allowance to exist within me as me and manifested without one and equal - thus I am responble.
The question that should be asked is whether the current manifestations in this existence as it currently exists acceptable? The obvious answer is no. The current 'creation' is atrocious to say the least. It is a disgrace to even call it creation - murder, rape, war, child abuse, violence, starvation, enslavement, deception... The current world is a fuck-up. That is a fact. It is delusional and is a serious mental disease to believe that everything is just fine. But I can not judge the fuck-up that which we call creation as judgment is separation and abdication of self-responsibility. Taking self-responsibility within realising that I have accepted and allowed myself to become this fucked-up existence and it is unaccpetable and that I must stop the fuck-up which is me through stopping myself from continuing to create such a fuck-up.
Since the current manifestation as self is a fucked-up existence and unacceptable and must stop, what is acceptable then? What do I accept and allow and what do I not accept and allow? What is the principle that determines/discerns what can be accepted and allowed and what can not be accepted and allowed? See, all and everything is me. The simple question to ask is - Am I able to allow a part of me as me to be more than another part of me as me? Can I allow a part of me to benefit at the cost of other's suffering? Definitely not! All is me. All is One. One equals One. All are Equal. The principle is Equality and Oneness as Life as All as One as Equal. The principle is who we really are! Who we really are is the standing and becoming of the principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as all as one as equal. The living self directive principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as All as One as Equal determines what I will accept and allow and what I will not accept and allow. The common sensical to ask is : How can I allow myself to NOT be who I really am? Why would I? That would surely indicate I have become lost then, wouldn't it?
Now the Living Self Directive Principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as all as one as equal has been established. It is to live the Principle PRACTICALLY. Practicality is a point that I have not yet fully lived as an expression of/as myself. What it actually means is still for me to investigate and discover. According to my understanding in the moment, one 'dimension' of practicality is to take into consideration the situations/conditions of the physical reality - for example, we require food, water, clothes, shelter etc to live in this physical reality and we require an income to get all these necessary resoureces. The physical is real. We have to consider how Equality and Oneness is to be lived in this physical reality - not in a mental projected reality where one can simply imagine things that have no relevance to the physical. To be more specific, the physical reality that I am interacting with is through my everday -life participation. So the specific practical application of the principle of Equality and Oneness is within my everyday life - to find practical solutions that align my world with this principle. I must first work with myself, purify myself and apply myself in my everyday life.
The Principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as All as One as Equal is not an abstract concept to be comprehended by/through the mind, instead it is to be lived as SELF PRACTICALLY HERE in this PHYSICAL Reality in every moment of every breath.
The specific application of the principle every moment as every breath is described in this article: Practically Creating The World as Acceptable to ALL http://desteni.co.za/a/practically-creating-the-world-as-acceptable-to-all
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The above is a modification and expansion of a blog post that I publised on my Chinese blog on 2009-07-05 which I am now moving here to this English blog.
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Check out the following websites:
Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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Thursday, April 28, 2011
Seclusion out of Fear of the System
I have the tendency to go into seclusion, mostly out of fear. I feared communication/participation/interaction with this world. Why? I see that this world is a systematic reality - everything I see is of consciousness system. I feared influence from the systematic reality. Within this fear I created an idea of 'not supporting the system' through going into seclusion - escaping from the system. I used this idea of not supporting the system to hide my fear and justify seclusion. Within seclusion, I went into experiences of all sorts of emotional shit - anxiety/insecurity/suppression/depression/frustration/lack of self-trust/abdication of self-responsibility. Fear of the system is actually fear of myself - fear of facing myself and taking self-responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become. I did not see each moment as an opportunity of self-intimacy, instead I allowed myself to exist in absolute limitation - giving all my power away to the system. And I did not see the common sense: if I fear/hide/escape from myself and from the system, how am I going to ever change and how is this world ever going to change? The first step is to stop fear and allow myself to see myself within my participation in my world.
I assist and support myself to participate actively in this world within consideration of what is necesary to be done practically that is best for all as self-expression and self-direction in the moment. I direct. I move. I apply. I express. I live. I within and as awareness as who I really am as Life as all as one as equal, stand one and equal with the entire moment, seeing direct/clear what is necessary to be done/what is best for all in the moment, then direct/move/apply/express/live the moment accordingly. This way, I allow my inner awareness to be expressed/manifested/lived in my outer reality. In this way I purify my inner reality and my outer reality and expand myself.
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Self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear communication/participation/interaction with this world.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect 'communication/participation/interaction with this world' to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear influence from the systematic reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect influence from the systematic reality to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that nothing is able to influence me unless I allow it and unless I give permission - thus my responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that no human being or dimensional being is influencing another – I am all alone with my own mind manifested ‘influences'.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the only way anything is able to influence me is if I exist in separation of that ‘something' or ‘someone'.
This article explains the point of outer influence (http://desteni.co.za/a/questions-and-perspectives-concern-for-outside-separate-influences)
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the reason I feared this systematic reality is because I have separated myself from this systematic reality which is actually a reflection and manifestation of myself as what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become - thus I am actually fearing myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect myself to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the system to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my systematic self - that which I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a mind consciousnesss system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect my systematic self as the mind consciousness system to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear outer/separate influences.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect outer/separate influences to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from this systematic reality which is a reflection of the systematic self within and as what I have become as the mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate self-responsibility through separatoin from what I have accepted and allowed myeslf to be and become as this systematic reality and my systematic self as the MCS.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I have created and manifested my perceived outer 'influences' through my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect my mind to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I have been influenced by other people instead of realizing that I have given permission to the influence through separation - creating and manifesting the influence through my mind.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate my power through abdicating self-responsibility - taking responsibility for what I have become, manifested and created.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am responsible for the perceived 'influences' from other people.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame other people including some Desteni members to mislead me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in blame.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate self-responsibility through my participation in blame.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the only reason I can be misled is through my acceptance and allowance of seperation - separating myself from other Desteni members through believing them to be superior to me or more than me and that whatever they said must be automatically true.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from other Desteni members through believing them to be superior to me or more than me and that whatever they said must be automatically true - which in fact is me being misled by my mind into such a belief.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be misled by my mind into a belief of other Destonians to be more than me or superior to me.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that I have created and manifested the experience of being misled through accepting and allowing myself to be misled by my mind into a belief that other Destonians are more than me or superior to me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the polarity of superiority/inferiority, less than/more than.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I may mislead others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect me misleading others to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I may mislead others because I hold onto the belief and blame that I have been misled by others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the belief and blame that I have been misled by others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into seclusion out of fear of this world which is myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as the habitual pattern of seclusion.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed by fear and go into seclusion instead of directing myself within standing as the self-directive-principle as who I am.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing fear to have control and power over me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing seclusion to have control and power over me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just my self-definition as the habitual pattern of seclusion through creating the idea that by going into seclusion I am 'not supporting the system', instead of being honest to myself that I am actually escaping from the system out of fear and justifying my self-definition as seclusion.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create this mutal 'support' of my self-definitions - using one self-definition to justify and support another self-definition.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the mutal support network of my self-definitions of/as the mind.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect fear of the system/my systematic self to seclusion.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to face myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect facing myself to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear self-intimacy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect self-intimacy to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear to see into myself (intimacy - into me I see).
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect seeing into myself to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
Self-Corrective-Statement:
I accept and realize that escaping from participation in this world is not a solution and nothing will change until I at least allow myself to see what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind consciousness system and the manfiestation of this systematic reality as the unified consciousness field.
I accept and allow myself to SEE my accepted and allowed self through my participation in this world.
I accept and allow myself to participate in this world and SEE who I currently am.
I accept and allow self-intimacy - into me I see.
I accept and allow myself to face myself as what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become and take self-responsibility and stand up.
I do not accept and allow myself to be controlled/directed fear.
I do not accept and allow myself to go into seclusion as a justification of my fear of facing myself and becoming intimate with myself.
I do not accept and allow myself to fear outer/separate influences.
I accept and allow myself to realize that can only be influenced unless I give permission and that I separate myself from that which I fear to be influenced.
I accept and allow myself to see each moment as an opportunity to be intimate with myself.
I do not accept and allow myself to be controlled/directed by fear or limit myself out of fear - I assist and support myself to break the hold and limitations of fears.
Self-suggestions:
When I find myself going into seclusion, I assist and support myself to do something physical to get out the mind state, go out for a walk in nature, to have some discussions with other people - to participate basically.
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Check out the following websites:
Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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I assist and support myself to participate actively in this world within consideration of what is necesary to be done practically that is best for all as self-expression and self-direction in the moment. I direct. I move. I apply. I express. I live. I within and as awareness as who I really am as Life as all as one as equal, stand one and equal with the entire moment, seeing direct/clear what is necessary to be done/what is best for all in the moment, then direct/move/apply/express/live the moment accordingly. This way, I allow my inner awareness to be expressed/manifested/lived in my outer reality. In this way I purify my inner reality and my outer reality and expand myself.
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Self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear communication/participation/interaction with this world.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect 'communication/participation/interaction with this world' to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear influence from the systematic reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect influence from the systematic reality to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that nothing is able to influence me unless I allow it and unless I give permission - thus my responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that no human being or dimensional being is influencing another – I am all alone with my own mind manifested ‘influences'.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the only way anything is able to influence me is if I exist in separation of that ‘something' or ‘someone'.
This article explains the point of outer influence (http://desteni.co.za/a/questions-and-perspectives-concern-for-outside-separate-influences)
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the reason I feared this systematic reality is because I have separated myself from this systematic reality which is actually a reflection and manifestation of myself as what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become - thus I am actually fearing myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect myself to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the system to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my systematic self - that which I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a mind consciousnesss system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect my systematic self as the mind consciousness system to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear outer/separate influences.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect outer/separate influences to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from this systematic reality which is a reflection of the systematic self within and as what I have become as the mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate self-responsibility through separatoin from what I have accepted and allowed myeslf to be and become as this systematic reality and my systematic self as the MCS.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I have created and manifested my perceived outer 'influences' through my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect my mind to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I have been influenced by other people instead of realizing that I have given permission to the influence through separation - creating and manifesting the influence through my mind.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate my power through abdicating self-responsibility - taking responsibility for what I have become, manifested and created.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am responsible for the perceived 'influences' from other people.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame other people including some Desteni members to mislead me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in blame.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate self-responsibility through my participation in blame.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the only reason I can be misled is through my acceptance and allowance of seperation - separating myself from other Desteni members through believing them to be superior to me or more than me and that whatever they said must be automatically true.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from other Desteni members through believing them to be superior to me or more than me and that whatever they said must be automatically true - which in fact is me being misled by my mind into such a belief.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be misled by my mind into a belief of other Destonians to be more than me or superior to me.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that I have created and manifested the experience of being misled through accepting and allowing myself to be misled by my mind into a belief that other Destonians are more than me or superior to me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the polarity of superiority/inferiority, less than/more than.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I may mislead others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect me misleading others to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I may mislead others because I hold onto the belief and blame that I have been misled by others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the belief and blame that I have been misled by others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into seclusion out of fear of this world which is myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as the habitual pattern of seclusion.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed by fear and go into seclusion instead of directing myself within standing as the self-directive-principle as who I am.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing fear to have control and power over me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing seclusion to have control and power over me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just my self-definition as the habitual pattern of seclusion through creating the idea that by going into seclusion I am 'not supporting the system', instead of being honest to myself that I am actually escaping from the system out of fear and justifying my self-definition as seclusion.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create this mutal 'support' of my self-definitions - using one self-definition to justify and support another self-definition.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the mutal support network of my self-definitions of/as the mind.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect fear of the system/my systematic self to seclusion.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to face myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect facing myself to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear self-intimacy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect self-intimacy to fear - and thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear to see into myself (intimacy - into me I see).
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect seeing into myself to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
Self-Corrective-Statement:
I accept and realize that escaping from participation in this world is not a solution and nothing will change until I at least allow myself to see what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the mind consciousness system and the manfiestation of this systematic reality as the unified consciousness field.
I accept and allow myself to SEE my accepted and allowed self through my participation in this world.
I accept and allow myself to participate in this world and SEE who I currently am.
I accept and allow self-intimacy - into me I see.
I accept and allow myself to face myself as what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become and take self-responsibility and stand up.
I do not accept and allow myself to be controlled/directed fear.
I do not accept and allow myself to go into seclusion as a justification of my fear of facing myself and becoming intimate with myself.
I do not accept and allow myself to fear outer/separate influences.
I accept and allow myself to realize that can only be influenced unless I give permission and that I separate myself from that which I fear to be influenced.
I accept and allow myself to see each moment as an opportunity to be intimate with myself.
I do not accept and allow myself to be controlled/directed by fear or limit myself out of fear - I assist and support myself to break the hold and limitations of fears.
Self-suggestions:
When I find myself going into seclusion, I assist and support myself to do something physical to get out the mind state, go out for a walk in nature, to have some discussions with other people - to participate basically.
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Monday, April 25, 2011
Self and Self-Expression
The following is a modification and expansion of a blog post I published on my Chinese blog on 2009-7-23.
A quote from desteni: "thus in applying forgiveness in every moment, before acting or speaking, making sure I stand as self awareness as me and correct what is necessary within (which is that which had been the cause through acceptance and allowance by me to manifest what exist within me and my world that is not of who I really am)"
I did not understand self. I formed an idea that self is only within which is defined as a personality while the outer world from my previous understanding is more of a random environment, instead of realizing that by the law of my being the inner reality as me is one and equal with the outer reality as my world as me. So Self exists both within and without - one and equal. Self is the origin - all points all sources of this reality. This is the correction of the misconception that I have formed about self.
The perception of 'something outside self separate from self' is an indication of separation - 'outside self' is not restricted to self's external world - all the points that self has separated self from is OUTSIDE SELF both within and without within the realization that self exists both within and without one and equal. All separation points are represented/contained by/as the mind as thoughts, emotions and feelings. If I have any thoughts, emotions and feelings, I am existing in self-separation. Yet it is not to judge separation but to stand one and equal Here with it and stand up from it and stop/correct self. Thus I correct myself within and live the solution without through/by/as Common Sense as what is best for all in every moment.
Self expression is not about expressing something towards somebody/something. It is shared in Desteni materials that Self-Honesty = Self-Trust = Self-Expression. So my current defintion of Self-expression would be: expression of self as who I am within/as self-trust as self-honesty. The starting point of self has to be self-honesty. Within Self-honesty, I can start to build self-trust. If the starting point is self-dishonesty,then I cannot trust myself because everything that flows from self-dishonesty is a lie. Within self-trust, I can express myself within my living expression the trust of/as who I am in/as self-honesty.
However, how to 'get' from inner awareness to outer expression? Infinite moment between the in breath and the out breath - common sense as taking into consideration what is best for all in the moment.
In every moment as every breath we stand as life, within Common Sense as what is Best for All in every moment to drive the existence into the manifestation that is Best for All.
I realize much of what I have written here is still knowledge and information - not yet a self living expression as who I am. It is a process for me to learn what self-honesty/self-trust/self-expression actually means in practical application.
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as something within/as my body separate from everything else in reality.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize my oneness with/as all of existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not even able to perceive that I am one with all of existence because I have defined myself as this limited and separate self from all of existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to perceive this existence to be a collection of separate/impenetrable/conceptualized/abstract/solid entities that are disconnected from each other - and within such an acceptance and allowance of concepts of how and what this reality is, I also created such an idea about myself as an abstract/impenetrable/solid separate self from everything else within existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as the mind set of this existence being a collection of separate objects.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe the perception/idea/belief that I formed about reality/existence - a collection of separate objects - to be real instead of realizing that it is merely an interpretation that I have projected onto reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the physical as consisting of separate/static/abstract objects.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the physical according to pictures that I see through my human physical eyes.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the physical manifestations through defining the physical reality according to/as the pictures that I see through my human physical eyes.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to question the pictured reality concept that I have projected onto the physical reality and which I have believed to be what the physical reality actually is.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'isolated objects' are able to exist.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to believe that the physical reality consists of isolated objects.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that everything that is Here in/as the physical is the manifestation of me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate my inner reality from my outer reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to perceive/believe that what I exprience wiithin my world has nothing to do with what goes on within me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be lost within the concept of this reality being a collection of isolated separate objects.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto this image of myself as some solid/isolated/abstract/separate concept that is separate from everything else in this reality
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condition myself into/as this separate self concept.
I accept and realize that I am not an isolated separate island from this existence/reality. I accept and realize that all and everything that exists within reality is one with who I am.
I accept and allow myself to embrace all and everything in this reality as who I am - the first practical point is for me to stand one and equal with what I accept and allow myself to be and become.
I do not accept and allow myself to hold onto the idea of me being an isolated object that is separate from everything in existence.
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Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
A quote from desteni: "thus in applying forgiveness in every moment, before acting or speaking, making sure I stand as self awareness as me and correct what is necessary within (which is that which had been the cause through acceptance and allowance by me to manifest what exist within me and my world that is not of who I really am)"
I did not understand self. I formed an idea that self is only within which is defined as a personality while the outer world from my previous understanding is more of a random environment, instead of realizing that by the law of my being the inner reality as me is one and equal with the outer reality as my world as me. So Self exists both within and without - one and equal. Self is the origin - all points all sources of this reality. This is the correction of the misconception that I have formed about self.
The perception of 'something outside self separate from self' is an indication of separation - 'outside self' is not restricted to self's external world - all the points that self has separated self from is OUTSIDE SELF both within and without within the realization that self exists both within and without one and equal. All separation points are represented/contained by/as the mind as thoughts, emotions and feelings. If I have any thoughts, emotions and feelings, I am existing in self-separation. Yet it is not to judge separation but to stand one and equal Here with it and stand up from it and stop/correct self. Thus I correct myself within and live the solution without through/by/as Common Sense as what is best for all in every moment.
Self expression is not about expressing something towards somebody/something. It is shared in Desteni materials that Self-Honesty = Self-Trust = Self-Expression. So my current defintion of Self-expression would be: expression of self as who I am within/as self-trust as self-honesty. The starting point of self has to be self-honesty. Within Self-honesty, I can start to build self-trust. If the starting point is self-dishonesty,then I cannot trust myself because everything that flows from self-dishonesty is a lie. Within self-trust, I can express myself within my living expression the trust of/as who I am in/as self-honesty.
However, how to 'get' from inner awareness to outer expression? Infinite moment between the in breath and the out breath - common sense as taking into consideration what is best for all in the moment.
In every moment as every breath we stand as life, within Common Sense as what is Best for All in every moment to drive the existence into the manifestation that is Best for All.
I realize much of what I have written here is still knowledge and information - not yet a self living expression as who I am. It is a process for me to learn what self-honesty/self-trust/self-expression actually means in practical application.
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as something within/as my body separate from everything else in reality.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize my oneness with/as all of existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not even able to perceive that I am one with all of existence because I have defined myself as this limited and separate self from all of existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to perceive this existence to be a collection of separate/impenetrable/conceptualized/abstract/solid entities that are disconnected from each other - and within such an acceptance and allowance of concepts of how and what this reality is, I also created such an idea about myself as an abstract/impenetrable/solid separate self from everything else within existence.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as the mind set of this existence being a collection of separate objects.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe the perception/idea/belief that I formed about reality/existence - a collection of separate objects - to be real instead of realizing that it is merely an interpretation that I have projected onto reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the physical as consisting of separate/static/abstract objects.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the physical according to pictures that I see through my human physical eyes.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the physical manifestations through defining the physical reality according to/as the pictures that I see through my human physical eyes.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to question the pictured reality concept that I have projected onto the physical reality and which I have believed to be what the physical reality actually is.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that 'isolated objects' are able to exist.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to believe that the physical reality consists of isolated objects.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that everything that is Here in/as the physical is the manifestation of me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate my inner reality from my outer reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to perceive/believe that what I exprience wiithin my world has nothing to do with what goes on within me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be lost within the concept of this reality being a collection of isolated separate objects.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto this image of myself as some solid/isolated/abstract/separate concept that is separate from everything else in this reality
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condition myself into/as this separate self concept.
I accept and realize that I am not an isolated separate island from this existence/reality. I accept and realize that all and everything that exists within reality is one with who I am.
I accept and allow myself to embrace all and everything in this reality as who I am - the first practical point is for me to stand one and equal with what I accept and allow myself to be and become.
I do not accept and allow myself to hold onto the idea of me being an isolated object that is separate from everything in existence.
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Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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