Our current economic system is based on greed and profit. Obviously within such a system life is not the first priority as everything is equated in terms of how much profit can be gained to feed man’s greed. The result is this world as currently is – where we are busy destroying everything on earth that which is real which is the physical reality as nature, ocean and the animal kingdom, within which we are also creating our own demise. The problem of animal extinction due to human activities harming the environment through our acceptance and allowance of the current economic system is but a precise reflection of what we are busy doing to ourselves.
There may be different causes for species extinction. However habitat destruction due to human activities has been identified currently as the main cause of species extinction worldwide. “Clearing habitats for agriculture is the principal cause of habitat destruction. Other important causes of habitat destruction include mining, logging, trawling and urban sprawl.” Actually all human activities can be traced back to money and how money functions in our current economic system which is through each and every single human being’s acceptance, allowance and participation and thus we are all equally responsible for the current status of this world – in this specific example the destruction of habitat and species extinction. Money has a say on everything we do. If we investigate that within self-honesty, we will see that everywhere – we can see how money determines our life on an individual scale and how this whole world functions on the bigger scale.
It is self-evident and beyond discussion that nature, the animal kingdom and the entire earth are being abused by human – used by human for profit and greed which only feeds human ego as the illusionary idea that somehow human species is more than other species on earth. The fucked-upness of this world doubtlessly reveals the true nature of man. Earth is our home. Animals are our equals. What advanced species would be stupid enough to destroy one’s own home and treat its equals as slaves?
The equal money system (EMS) is the solution for mankind so that we can actually live as custodians of earth in harmony with nature and the animal kingdom and everything that is here. The EMS is based on the principle of what is best for all – best for all the living beings. Profit and greed will be no more the driving force as they currently are in the current economic system. And thus human, animal, plant and the natural environment are all equally considered so that all living beings on earth can enjoy our living here on earth. Particularly, the principal cause of species extinction which is habitat destruction due to agriculture will be solved in the EMS due to the change in how food will be manufactured and produced in EMS [2] as only very little land will be required to mass-produce food under controlled environments using the technology that already exist in this world. A lot of stuff that are involved with biofuel such as sugar and corn etc that are produced in the current system will no more be needed due to the end of competition and thus many species’ habitats will be restored as vast regions of earth return to its natural condition. “Most of the farmland in the world will become the home of animals again, and most of the fences will be removed so that animals can roam the world again…” [2] Fascinating, EMS will bring heaven on earth – a heaven for all living beings!
Reference:
[1] Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Habitat_destruction#cite_note-1
[2] How would food be manufactured and produced?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmAx60pUfKg
http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=41&t=1526&p=7957&hilit=How+will+food+be+manufactured+and+produced%3F#p7957
Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Equal Money System FAQ: How will addictions be handled?
How will addictions be handled?
The extensiveness of addiction problems in the current system is due to its nature of not supporting life. The current economic system is based on survival. Life in the current system for many has become a constant struggle. People who have addictions such as alcohol or drugs mainly use them to escape reality and suppress themselves because they are not satisfied with life. The addictions create a hiding place where one does not face and deal with the true reality but try to forget everything or seek high experiences in illusionary realities in the mind, within which one actually becomes more defeated and abdicate self-responsibility and just accept self as a slave. Within the EMS, all people’s basic physical needs are met through providing an equal amount of money that is sufficient for the person to live a dignified life from birth to death. Thus there won’t be any survival stress that haunts anyone and we can actually start to give us the opportunity to explore what it means to live for the first time. People no longer have the motive to suppress themselves through using alcohol or drugs in order to escape reality and go into illusionary realities, because now they can find happiness and enjoy themselves in real life. Thus addiction problems will drop exponentially in the EMS. The EMS is a fundamental solution to get rid of the root of addiction problems.
In the current unequal abusive economic system, abuses related to addictions are actually promoted because of profit and greed instead of being stopped/intervened/prevented based on the principle of what is best for all. Have you ever wondered why alcohol is legal while drugs are illegal? Is it really because alcohol is less harmful and destructive than drugs? A scientific research [1][2] done by British researchers in 2010 shows ‘Presenting a new scale of drug harm that rates the damage to users themselves and to wider society, the scientists rated alcohol the most harmful overall and almost three times as harmful as cocaine or tobacco.’ ‘Professor David Nutt, chairman of the ISCD, whose work was published in the Lancet medical journal, said the findings showed that ‘aggressively targeting alcohol harms is a valid and necessary public health strategy.’ He said they also showed that current drug classification systems had little relation to the evidence of harm.’ If alcohol being legal is not based on the evidence of harm, what is it based on then? It all boils down to money! One major reason why alcohol is legal while drugs are illegal is because alcohol brings in far more money in tax to the government. When money comes into play everything else gives way. The consequences however are the prevalence of abuses due to alcohol consumption. In the family situation a major cause of child abuse, sexual abuse and domestic violence is due to the effect alcohol has on people using it to suppress themselves and become possessed by their anger and frustration and exert them onto other family members which may cause traumatic experiences or even physical harms on other family members – usually children and women. “The World Health Organization estimates that risks linked to alcohol cause 2.5 million deaths a year from heart and liver disease, road accidents, suicides and cancer -- accounting for 3.8 percent of all deaths. It is the third leading risk factor for premature death and disabilities worldwide.[1]” Within the EMS profit and greed are removed and what is best for all is the basic law. Such atrocities and abuses cannot be tolerated. Once the facts and effects of alcohol are researched thoroughly and are known to all we will all agree on the decision that alcohol should be outlawed. This is an act of intervention/prevention that is best for all rather than deliberate promotion of abuse based on profit as is in the current economic system.
In the EMS people who have developed addiction problems will be assisted immediately and effectively. Eventually technology will allow one’s DNA to be read and according to the output of a person’s DNA the person’s physical-chemical-psychological condition can be detected. Thus if there is an addiction problem it will be reflected on the output of the reading signal of DNA. The person can thus receive immediate assistance and support from necessary professionals at early stages of developing such a problem. There will be also a lot of changes with regards to psychology and psychiatry[11]. In the current system psychology and psychiatry are driven by the motive of making money from the patients and thus the patients’ problems are deliberately not cured actually so that they can continue to be exploited. In the EMS such things cannot be tolerated. Research being done will be focused on discovering the actual reasons for human being’s dysfunctional problems and find real effective practical solutions.
Reference:
[1]: http://www.reuters.com/article/2010/11/01/us-drugs-alcohol-idUSTRE6A000O20101101
[2]:http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/39938704/ns/health-addictions/t/alcohol-more-dangerous-heroin-cocaine-study-finds/
[3]: http://www.urban75.com/Drugs/drugten.html
[4]: http://vodpod.com/watch/5672242-equal-money-system-and-drug-addiction
[5]: http://equalmoney.org/2011/04/war-on-drugs-creates-more-crime-%e2%80%93-equal-money-dip-is-solution/
[6]: http://equalmoney.org/2011/06/why-alcohol-makes-you-a-pre-historic-zombie-moron/
[7]: http://equalmoney.org/2011/03/all-co-hole-ism-till-5-am-from-today/
[8]: http://cathy4worldequality.wordpress.com/2011/08/23/addiction-is-mind-control-you-want-to-stop-the-solution-is-here/
[9]: http://shsbarbi.blogspot.com/2011/04/equal-money-system-solution.html
[10]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFPv3Xuzpvo
[11]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6Fo1I6mc2A
[12]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fysPM0mP84
The extensiveness of addiction problems in the current system is due to its nature of not supporting life. The current economic system is based on survival. Life in the current system for many has become a constant struggle. People who have addictions such as alcohol or drugs mainly use them to escape reality and suppress themselves because they are not satisfied with life. The addictions create a hiding place where one does not face and deal with the true reality but try to forget everything or seek high experiences in illusionary realities in the mind, within which one actually becomes more defeated and abdicate self-responsibility and just accept self as a slave. Within the EMS, all people’s basic physical needs are met through providing an equal amount of money that is sufficient for the person to live a dignified life from birth to death. Thus there won’t be any survival stress that haunts anyone and we can actually start to give us the opportunity to explore what it means to live for the first time. People no longer have the motive to suppress themselves through using alcohol or drugs in order to escape reality and go into illusionary realities, because now they can find happiness and enjoy themselves in real life. Thus addiction problems will drop exponentially in the EMS. The EMS is a fundamental solution to get rid of the root of addiction problems.
In the current unequal abusive economic system, abuses related to addictions are actually promoted because of profit and greed instead of being stopped/intervened/prevented based on the principle of what is best for all. Have you ever wondered why alcohol is legal while drugs are illegal? Is it really because alcohol is less harmful and destructive than drugs? A scientific research [1][2] done by British researchers in 2010 shows ‘Presenting a new scale of drug harm that rates the damage to users themselves and to wider society, the scientists rated alcohol the most harmful overall and almost three times as harmful as cocaine or tobacco.’ ‘Professor David Nutt, chairman of the ISCD, whose work was published in the Lancet medical journal, said the findings showed that ‘aggressively targeting alcohol harms is a valid and necessary public health strategy.’ He said they also showed that current drug classification systems had little relation to the evidence of harm.’ If alcohol being legal is not based on the evidence of harm, what is it based on then? It all boils down to money! One major reason why alcohol is legal while drugs are illegal is because alcohol brings in far more money in tax to the government. When money comes into play everything else gives way. The consequences however are the prevalence of abuses due to alcohol consumption. In the family situation a major cause of child abuse, sexual abuse and domestic violence is due to the effect alcohol has on people using it to suppress themselves and become possessed by their anger and frustration and exert them onto other family members which may cause traumatic experiences or even physical harms on other family members – usually children and women. “The World Health Organization estimates that risks linked to alcohol cause 2.5 million deaths a year from heart and liver disease, road accidents, suicides and cancer -- accounting for 3.8 percent of all deaths. It is the third leading risk factor for premature death and disabilities worldwide.[1]” Within the EMS profit and greed are removed and what is best for all is the basic law. Such atrocities and abuses cannot be tolerated. Once the facts and effects of alcohol are researched thoroughly and are known to all we will all agree on the decision that alcohol should be outlawed. This is an act of intervention/prevention that is best for all rather than deliberate promotion of abuse based on profit as is in the current economic system.
In the EMS people who have developed addiction problems will be assisted immediately and effectively. Eventually technology will allow one’s DNA to be read and according to the output of a person’s DNA the person’s physical-chemical-psychological condition can be detected. Thus if there is an addiction problem it will be reflected on the output of the reading signal of DNA. The person can thus receive immediate assistance and support from necessary professionals at early stages of developing such a problem. There will be also a lot of changes with regards to psychology and psychiatry[11]. In the current system psychology and psychiatry are driven by the motive of making money from the patients and thus the patients’ problems are deliberately not cured actually so that they can continue to be exploited. In the EMS such things cannot be tolerated. Research being done will be focused on discovering the actual reasons for human being’s dysfunctional problems and find real effective practical solutions.
Reference:
[1]: http://www.reuters.com/article/2010/11/01/us-drugs-alcohol-idUSTRE6A000O20101101
[2]:http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/39938704/ns/health-addictions/t/alcohol-more-dangerous-heroin-cocaine-study-finds/
[3]: http://www.urban75.com/Drugs/drugten.html
[4]: http://vodpod.com/watch/5672242-equal-money-system-and-drug-addiction
[5]: http://equalmoney.org/2011/04/war-on-drugs-creates-more-crime-%e2%80%93-equal-money-dip-is-solution/
[6]: http://equalmoney.org/2011/06/why-alcohol-makes-you-a-pre-historic-zombie-moron/
[7]: http://equalmoney.org/2011/03/all-co-hole-ism-till-5-am-from-today/
[8]: http://cathy4worldequality.wordpress.com/2011/08/23/addiction-is-mind-control-you-want-to-stop-the-solution-is-here/
[9]: http://shsbarbi.blogspot.com/2011/04/equal-money-system-solution.html
[10]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFPv3Xuzpvo
[11]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6Fo1I6mc2A
[12]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fysPM0mP84
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Free Will
Note: The following article was posted on my Chinese blog on October 17, 2009, which I am now moving to the English blog.
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A comment on Youtube from Bella.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LzI6BZ-Phpg
BellaBargilly
we say there is no free-will because you can´t stop eating or shitting and you can´t leave your body and return at will in full awareness - without dying.
we say there is no free-will - because `free-will´ has been used & abused to justify Separation - where one will justify words or actions saying "I have free-will!" - which becomes a problem when the will of an individual is not aligned with Life´s Will as CommonSense as what is Best for All.
prove your free-will by stopping your Mind.
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This comment put the relationships between "wills" into very straightforward perspective. My will as from the starting point of self-interest based on the abusive nature of the mind consciousness system always want to justify/protect its own existence -- free will is the most commonly used excuse/justification/reason to perpetuate the mind's own existence -- "I have free will. I have the right to do whatever i want to do." While the truth is that free will is just another system program to protect the system's own existence through the illusion of free will/free choice while the being who believe such a thing are actually following a program of the mind consciousness system without even knowing that what they are protecting is what is abusing who they really are as Life as all as one as equal. This "my will" is not aligned with Life's will as CommonSense as what's best for all, but based on self-interest -- the abuse of Life. By giving up free will, we give up the protection/defense mechanism of the mind which protects the mind's own existence whose nature is abuse of who we really are as Life as all as one as equal and which always choose self-interest over Life -- within this I replace my will/self-interest with Life's will as CommonSense as what's best for all -- I align myself with who i really am as Life as all as one as equal. Then my will is not personal, not based on self-interest, but the manifestation of Life's will as who i really am as all as one as equal. Give up free will. Give up self-interest. Give up the mind. Give up the personality definition. Give up the individual identity which is based on separation. Give up illusion! For what? For the redeem of who we really are as Life as all as one as equal; for what is real; for a real living. When Life's will is applied individually, heaven is on earth and Life is born in the physical. So this process is to give up my will which is an illusion and align myself with Life's will which is who i really am as who all really are as all as one as equal until it is done until all stand as Life's will as who we really are and we express we live we see what will happen.
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Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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A comment on Youtube from Bella.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LzI6BZ-Phpg
BellaBargilly
we say there is no free-will because you can´t stop eating or shitting and you can´t leave your body and return at will in full awareness - without dying.
we say there is no free-will - because `free-will´ has been used & abused to justify Separation - where one will justify words or actions saying "I have free-will!" - which becomes a problem when the will of an individual is not aligned with Life´s Will as CommonSense as what is Best for All.
prove your free-will by stopping your Mind.
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This comment put the relationships between "wills" into very straightforward perspective. My will as from the starting point of self-interest based on the abusive nature of the mind consciousness system always want to justify/protect its own existence -- free will is the most commonly used excuse/justification/reason to perpetuate the mind's own existence -- "I have free will. I have the right to do whatever i want to do." While the truth is that free will is just another system program to protect the system's own existence through the illusion of free will/free choice while the being who believe such a thing are actually following a program of the mind consciousness system without even knowing that what they are protecting is what is abusing who they really are as Life as all as one as equal. This "my will" is not aligned with Life's will as CommonSense as what's best for all, but based on self-interest -- the abuse of Life. By giving up free will, we give up the protection/defense mechanism of the mind which protects the mind's own existence whose nature is abuse of who we really are as Life as all as one as equal and which always choose self-interest over Life -- within this I replace my will/self-interest with Life's will as CommonSense as what's best for all -- I align myself with who i really am as Life as all as one as equal. Then my will is not personal, not based on self-interest, but the manifestation of Life's will as who i really am as all as one as equal. Give up free will. Give up self-interest. Give up the mind. Give up the personality definition. Give up the individual identity which is based on separation. Give up illusion! For what? For the redeem of who we really are as Life as all as one as equal; for what is real; for a real living. When Life's will is applied individually, heaven is on earth and Life is born in the physical. So this process is to give up my will which is an illusion and align myself with Life's will which is who i really am as who all really are as all as one as equal until it is done until all stand as Life's will as who we really are and we express we live we see what will happen.
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Check out the following websites:
Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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Monday, June 20, 2011
Self-Forgiveness on Perceptual Reality of the Mind
Note: The following Self-Forgiveness is based on an article that I posted on my Chinese blog on October 15, 2009.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define reality according to what i perceive through my mind within the condition of my self-definition.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed mself to realize that my mind filters information deliberately according to self-definition.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that what i perceive through my mind is not the true expression of the reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that what i perceived through my mind is real and that reality is just perceptions that exists within my mind.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define what is real as the perceptions/ideas/beliefs that i have formed and created within my mind as my self-definition.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define existence as what exists within my mind as perceptions/ideas/beliefs, and created such a belief that whatever does not exist within my mind does not actually exist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that whatever does not come into mind/enter into my consciousness does not exist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form perceptions/ideas/beliefs about reality, and project my perceptions/beliefs/ideas onto the physical reality, perceiving/believing them to be real expressions of reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the existence of perceptual reality and the apparent diversity of perceptual realities.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto my perceptions/ideas/beliefs because i have defined myself as them and fear losing them.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my perceptions/ideas/beliefs within my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect losing my perceptions/ideas/beliefs within my mind to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that whatever i fear losing is not real, who i really am as LIFE can not actually be lost - only illusions can be lost.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to filter information/perceive reality through my mind/my self-definition, ignoring deliberately what do not fit into my perceptions/ideas/beliefs of/as the mind.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that i have built layers upon layers upon layers of self-definitions through perceiving that which only support my self-definitions and ignoring deliberately that does not support my self-defintions.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to ignore deliberately that which i do not want to see/hear - perceiving/believing that by ignoring them they then do not exist.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that by perceiving reality through my mind, I am not actually standin one and equal with reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist in oblivion to what is really going on in reality by using my mind to perceive reality, creating perceptions/ideas/beliefs of the physical reality which is not what the physical reality really is and is not what is really going on in this world.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself by defining myself as my mind, and trusting my mind to perceive and interprete myself and the world as myself for me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i have the right to believe whatever i want to believe and that this is my free will/free choice to do so - instead of realizing that I am actually existing as a slave to my mind while believing myself to be free.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i have the right to interprete the reality at my own will, instead of realizing that I am actually justifying my illusionary perceptual reality of/as the mind.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in self-deception by living in my mind illusionary perceptual reality, perceiving/interpreting reality through my mind consciousness system according to my self-definitions created through thoughts/emotions/feelings/perceptions/ideas/beliefs.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself to believe that everything in this world is OK and that this world should continue to exist as it is, by deliberately ignoring the suffering and pains of other beings in this world.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that i have the right to not see/face/consider the abuse, sufferings and pains in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge abuse/sufferings/pains as bad - within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from abuse/sufferings/pains in this world - instead of standing one and equal with them and stop them.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that i can do nothing about the sufferings and pains of other beings so i will simply ignore them--pretending that they do not exist so that i can continue my own illusionary life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give up who i really am and exist as self-defeat by perceiving that i can do nothing to make a difference but to pretend that they do not exist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as self-defeat/powerlessness/helplessness/giving up/abdication of self-responsibility.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have become numb to reports of murdings/killings/rapes/abuses/kidnappings/wars etc on newspapers, perceiving/believing that they are so far away from me and that as long as i am OK i will ignore them.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the sufferings and pains of other beings as long as they do not influence me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i can do nothing about what is happening in this world and i will just ignore it as long as it does not influence me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that by disregarding everything in this physical reality I have disregarded myself as LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard LIFE - disregard other beings that exist in this physical reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that it is normal to have such reports as murdings/killings/kidnappings/rapes/abuses/wars etc, and justify the existence of such manifestations of abuse of Life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that whatever i did not see/hear/feel/experience do not exist, such as the slaughtering of animals, the raping of children, wars -- from the perspective of my mind, they seem to be so far away from me that i do not feel them so they do not exist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to disregard deliberately the sufferings and pains in other beings by saying i do not feel like bothering myself to see/face such horrific manifestations - instead of realizing that I am actually resisting to see/face myself as what I have accepted and allowed, created and manifested within and as this world as who I am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the manifestation of abuses in this reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from other beings by existing in deliberate ignorance of what is actually going on in this world and what beings are actually experiencing.
I forgive msyelf that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear to see the truth of this reality by deliberately ignoring that which i perceive to be uncomfortable because i know if i really see what is going on in this world i can not stand with what I am accepting and allowing.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the continuatioin of abuse in this reality by ignoring them deliberately.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself realize that sufferings and pains are physical experiences that are real -- they are not perceptions/ideas/beliefs that exist in the mind.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the physical reality and ignore what is actually going on and being experienced in the physical reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to pretend that sufferings and pains do not exist, by being addicted to and lost in my mind perceptual reality -- not even able to discern between what is real and what is not real.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify sufferings and pains by perceiving/believing that those beings deserve to experience those sufferings and pains as a punishement.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as my self-defintion as the perception/idea/belief that beings deserve to experience sufferings and pains. Unacceptable!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to sufferings and pains in other beings by saying that "i do not feel like seeing these sufferings and pains which make me uncomfortable"--self-dishonesty. Unacceptable!
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that by disregarding the rest of the world, i have given permission of disregard of who i really am as Life.
Till here no further! Stop! No longer valid! I do not accept myself to justify my mind/self-definitions/perceptual reality/perceptions/ideas/beliefs. No justification of abuses/pains/sufferings. No! Stop!
I am here as breath as the quantum moment as Life as all as one as equal as the living word as the sound harmonic expression.
I transform myself in each and every single breath as each and every single moment till the abuse, sufferings and pains stop within me and within this world as me!
No more ignorace of what is really going on in this world. No more hiding in my mind perceptual reality!
Till here no further!
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Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define reality according to what i perceive through my mind within the condition of my self-definition.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed mself to realize that my mind filters information deliberately according to self-definition.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that what i perceive through my mind is not the true expression of the reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that what i perceived through my mind is real and that reality is just perceptions that exists within my mind.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define what is real as the perceptions/ideas/beliefs that i have formed and created within my mind as my self-definition.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define existence as what exists within my mind as perceptions/ideas/beliefs, and created such a belief that whatever does not exist within my mind does not actually exist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that whatever does not come into mind/enter into my consciousness does not exist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form perceptions/ideas/beliefs about reality, and project my perceptions/beliefs/ideas onto the physical reality, perceiving/believing them to be real expressions of reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the existence of perceptual reality and the apparent diversity of perceptual realities.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto my perceptions/ideas/beliefs because i have defined myself as them and fear losing them.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my perceptions/ideas/beliefs within my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect losing my perceptions/ideas/beliefs within my mind to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that whatever i fear losing is not real, who i really am as LIFE can not actually be lost - only illusions can be lost.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to filter information/perceive reality through my mind/my self-definition, ignoring deliberately what do not fit into my perceptions/ideas/beliefs of/as the mind.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that i have built layers upon layers upon layers of self-definitions through perceiving that which only support my self-definitions and ignoring deliberately that does not support my self-defintions.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to ignore deliberately that which i do not want to see/hear - perceiving/believing that by ignoring them they then do not exist.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that by perceiving reality through my mind, I am not actually standin one and equal with reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist in oblivion to what is really going on in reality by using my mind to perceive reality, creating perceptions/ideas/beliefs of the physical reality which is not what the physical reality really is and is not what is really going on in this world.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself by defining myself as my mind, and trusting my mind to perceive and interprete myself and the world as myself for me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i have the right to believe whatever i want to believe and that this is my free will/free choice to do so - instead of realizing that I am actually existing as a slave to my mind while believing myself to be free.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i have the right to interprete the reality at my own will, instead of realizing that I am actually justifying my illusionary perceptual reality of/as the mind.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live in self-deception by living in my mind illusionary perceptual reality, perceiving/interpreting reality through my mind consciousness system according to my self-definitions created through thoughts/emotions/feelings/perceptions/ideas/beliefs.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself to believe that everything in this world is OK and that this world should continue to exist as it is, by deliberately ignoring the suffering and pains of other beings in this world.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that i have the right to not see/face/consider the abuse, sufferings and pains in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge abuse/sufferings/pains as bad - within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from abuse/sufferings/pains in this world - instead of standing one and equal with them and stop them.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that i can do nothing about the sufferings and pains of other beings so i will simply ignore them--pretending that they do not exist so that i can continue my own illusionary life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give up who i really am and exist as self-defeat by perceiving that i can do nothing to make a difference but to pretend that they do not exist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as self-defeat/powerlessness/helplessness/giving up/abdication of self-responsibility.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have become numb to reports of murdings/killings/rapes/abuses/kidnappings/wars etc on newspapers, perceiving/believing that they are so far away from me and that as long as i am OK i will ignore them.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the sufferings and pains of other beings as long as they do not influence me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i can do nothing about what is happening in this world and i will just ignore it as long as it does not influence me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that by disregarding everything in this physical reality I have disregarded myself as LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard LIFE - disregard other beings that exist in this physical reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that it is normal to have such reports as murdings/killings/kidnappings/rapes/abuses/wars etc, and justify the existence of such manifestations of abuse of Life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that whatever i did not see/hear/feel/experience do not exist, such as the slaughtering of animals, the raping of children, wars -- from the perspective of my mind, they seem to be so far away from me that i do not feel them so they do not exist.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to disregard deliberately the sufferings and pains in other beings by saying i do not feel like bothering myself to see/face such horrific manifestations - instead of realizing that I am actually resisting to see/face myself as what I have accepted and allowed, created and manifested within and as this world as who I am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the manifestation of abuses in this reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from other beings by existing in deliberate ignorance of what is actually going on in this world and what beings are actually experiencing.
I forgive msyelf that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear to see the truth of this reality by deliberately ignoring that which i perceive to be uncomfortable because i know if i really see what is going on in this world i can not stand with what I am accepting and allowing.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the continuatioin of abuse in this reality by ignoring them deliberately.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself realize that sufferings and pains are physical experiences that are real -- they are not perceptions/ideas/beliefs that exist in the mind.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the physical reality and ignore what is actually going on and being experienced in the physical reality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to pretend that sufferings and pains do not exist, by being addicted to and lost in my mind perceptual reality -- not even able to discern between what is real and what is not real.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify sufferings and pains by perceiving/believing that those beings deserve to experience those sufferings and pains as a punishement.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as my self-defintion as the perception/idea/belief that beings deserve to experience sufferings and pains. Unacceptable!
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to sufferings and pains in other beings by saying that "i do not feel like seeing these sufferings and pains which make me uncomfortable"--self-dishonesty. Unacceptable!
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that by disregarding the rest of the world, i have given permission of disregard of who i really am as Life.
Till here no further! Stop! No longer valid! I do not accept myself to justify my mind/self-definitions/perceptual reality/perceptions/ideas/beliefs. No justification of abuses/pains/sufferings. No! Stop!
I am here as breath as the quantum moment as Life as all as one as equal as the living word as the sound harmonic expression.
I transform myself in each and every single breath as each and every single moment till the abuse, sufferings and pains stop within me and within this world as me!
No more ignorace of what is really going on in this world. No more hiding in my mind perceptual reality!
Till here no further!
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Monday, May 30, 2011
Resistance and Procrastination Self-forgiveness
Note: the following is an expansion of an article that I published on my Chinese blog on September 30, 2009.
The most prominent point that i am dealing with is resistance to the system and the resulting procrastination.
I am currently in the education system, yet i had a resistance of being in it. Within this resistance, there is a reluctance of participating in the system and a desire to escape from the system. With the reluctance of participation and desire to escape, procrastination is born.
I have been experiencing these resistance, reluctance, desire to escape and procrastination for a long time. I regard what was here presented to me in the moment as bad or less important. I desired to do something else that i perceive to be more important and more desirable. So i will postpone doing what is here in the moment until i have to do it with anxiety and frustration to meet the dealines. Such experiences have been pertetuating for a long time.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate, defining myself as and living out my self-definition as procrastination.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to procrastination, perceiving that i can not make a difference in what i am experiencing day in and day out - enslaved, controled and trapped in the mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give power and life to procrastination.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that procrastination is more than me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am a slave to the mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to stand one and equal with my mind consciousness system and direct it as myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify procrastination, perceiving/believing that it is not a big deal and that procrastination can make me very efficient.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my self-definition as procrastination and find all kinds of excuses, reasons and justifications to hold onto my self-definition as procrastination within which i am trapped as a MCS constantly and continuously experiencing anxiety and frustration day in and day out.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to experience anxiety and frustration, define my self as the anxiety and frustration that i experience within me, and live out such self-definitions.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself by allowing myself to be trapped within the now of the unified consciousenss field, experiencing anxiety and frustration constantly and continuously day in and day out, charging the MCS within me which i define as who i am while abusing who i really am as Life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to systems within me to abuse who i really am as Life as all as one as equal, giving my power away to systems.
I forgive myself thati have accepted and allowed myself to live out my self-definition as self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as self-defeat and live out my self-definition as self-defeat, perceiving that i can not make a difference in what i am experiencing within me day in and day out.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as lack of self-discipline and justify my self-definition as lack of self-discipline.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify self-abuse, self-defeat, lack of self-discipline.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by programs within me, giving my power away to programs.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as event-driven and live out my self-definition as being event-diven instead of me directing myself and me moving myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by dealines and experience anxity and frustration constantly and continuously within me day in and day out, giving my power away to programs and systems within me which i define as who i am and justify their existence within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to protect programs and systems within me, giving permission to systems and programs to abuse who i really am as Life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to become dealine-riven or time-driven, giving my power away to dealines and time and live out my self-deifinition as dealine-driven and time-driven.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to programs and systems within me to trap me in the system as the now of the unified consciousness field.
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the system as bad, exist in resitance towards being in the system and desire to escape from the system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the system, fear the system and give my power away to the system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as judgement, resistance, reluctance to be in the system and desire to escape from the system, and live out my self-defintion as resistance, reluctance to be in the system and desire to escape from the system, instead of realizing that the system exists as it currently exists is through my own participation, design and manifestation and that it is my self-responsibility to transform my own experience within what i am experiencing myself within the system to no longer allow myself to be defined by the system, i.e. to be in the sytem yet not of the system.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that existing in judgement, fear, resistance, reluctance and trying to escape is not going to solve the problem and that i must take self-responsibility to transform myself within the system and live the solution as myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify my self-definition as judgement, fear, resistance, reluctance and desiring to escape from the system instead of taking self-responsibility to transform my experience within the system to live the solution equal and one as myself to no longer be defined by the system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify procrastination and live out my self-definition as procrastination, experiencing anxiety and frustration constantly and continuously day in and day out charging and giving my power away to the mind consciousness system within me and abusing who i really am as Life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize the self-dishonesty and self-abuse that i have been doing onto myself merely by giving my power away to habitual behavior of procrastination.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to habitual behavior of procrastination, giving permission to such a program to direct me instead of me directing myself and moving myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as program/system driven and live out my self-definition as program/system driven and justify my self-definition according to system and programs, while abusing who i really am as Life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be reluctant to get rid of the program of procrastination that is directing me currently.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to follow programs and allow programs to direct me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself deliberately into the program of procrastination instead of realizing that what i am doing is self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to enjoy self-abuse. WTF!!!
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I actually enjoy self-abuse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a belief about myself as enjoying self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to deceive myself to forget what i experienced when i was driven by dealines -- the anxiety, frustration and discomfort within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live out my self-definition as deliberate fogetfulness which is actually me being reluctant to see what i am doing to myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create forgetfulness as myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that it is justified to be forgetful.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to forgetfulness.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that since i am not experiencing the anxiety and frustration right now then it is OK for me to procrastinate instead of realizing the consequence of giving permission to such a program to direct me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to just want to survive the experience of procrastination.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by survival instead of standing as the self directive principle, directing myself and my world.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself that there is plenty of time for me to do something and that it is OK to procrastinate.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to procrastination.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fall for the lure of procrastination which is a program leading to self-dishonesty and self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to sacrifice myself as Life to the system as programs.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that i have been falling into the program of procrastination for so long.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate myself, not really seeing what i have been experiencing within me for such a long time.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate self-responsibility.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to take self-responsibility to really see within me what i have been experiencing within me day in and day out, being drained by anxiety and frustration which charge the systems within me that i have defined as who i am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to pretend that i am disgusted with what i am experiencing within me while at the same did nothing to really make a difference.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed to realize that "I will never to this again" is not real because after such an experience i immediately forget what i said to myself - thus creating immediate self-invalidation and self-defeat.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be aware of the words that I speak.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget words immediately after I have said them - indicating that I am actually in direct opposite to the words that I spoke.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to live the words as myself instead allowed myself to abuse the words i spoke as who i am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form a habitual behavior of saying "I will never do this again" while at the same still participate that which is perpetuating my experience day in and day out, denstrating that those words are not real.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create self-defeat through making statements that I did not live and actually lived the direct opposite of that which I stated.
Be careful with the word never. Rather say I will not do it again and then apply the words one and equal as self.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that i have abused myself as words by not living the words one and equal as myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to make false statmenets that i do not live and discipline myself to apply.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to live and apply that which i see need to be done in every moment as every breath.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize the self-dishonesty and self-abuse of not living and applying that which i see need to be done.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself by not living the words i speak.
I forgive myself that i have accepted anda llowed myself to justify the program of procrastination using other people's behavior of procrastination.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel/perceive/believe that i can only do my homework in the night.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that it is not the right time to do homework in the day.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use excuses, reasons and justifications to procrastinate, giving my power away to programs to direct me in stead of taking my power, directing and moving myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live out my self-definition as the habitual behavior of doing my howework in the last minute.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to play the game of selective forgetfulness to justify my self-definition as programs, systems, and habitual behaviors, instead of realizing that i am only deceiving and manipulating myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive that manipulate myself through the game of selective forgetfulness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use selective forgetfulness to create personality definitions which I have defined as who I am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as deception and manipulation, live out my self-defintion as deception and manipulation, and justify deception and manipulation.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself and live out my self-definition as inferiority towards the patterns, habitual behaviors and programs within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as self-defeat by perceiving that i can not stand up and make a direct intervention to stop the porgrams within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear that i may fall back to the pattern of procrastination again.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect falling back to the pattern of procrastination again to fear and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
Till here no further!
I do not accept porgrams, patterns, habitual behaviors to direct me and move me!
I do not accept myself to become dealine-driven, event driven, or time-driven.
I stop myself as procrastination.
I do not accept procrastination within me.
I do not accept fear.
I do not accept self-abuse.
I do not accept self-dishonesty.
I assist and support and discipline myself to stop procrastination for 21 days!!!
I do not accept empty words!!!
I do not accept abuse of words as who i am!!!
Till here no further!!!
I assist and support myself to stop the programs and systems within me and start to move and direct myself.
I direct myself.
I move myself.
I am the directive principle of me.
I am breath every here moment.
I express.
I live.
I live who i really am as Life as all as one as equal as the living word as the sound harmonic expression_r of Life as Life.
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Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
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My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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I am a DIP agent. If you like what I do, you can work with me in the DIP.
The most prominent point that i am dealing with is resistance to the system and the resulting procrastination.
I am currently in the education system, yet i had a resistance of being in it. Within this resistance, there is a reluctance of participating in the system and a desire to escape from the system. With the reluctance of participation and desire to escape, procrastination is born.
I have been experiencing these resistance, reluctance, desire to escape and procrastination for a long time. I regard what was here presented to me in the moment as bad or less important. I desired to do something else that i perceive to be more important and more desirable. So i will postpone doing what is here in the moment until i have to do it with anxiety and frustration to meet the dealines. Such experiences have been pertetuating for a long time.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate, defining myself as and living out my self-definition as procrastination.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to procrastination, perceiving that i can not make a difference in what i am experiencing day in and day out - enslaved, controled and trapped in the mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give power and life to procrastination.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that procrastination is more than me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am a slave to the mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to stand one and equal with my mind consciousness system and direct it as myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify procrastination, perceiving/believing that it is not a big deal and that procrastination can make me very efficient.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my self-definition as procrastination and find all kinds of excuses, reasons and justifications to hold onto my self-definition as procrastination within which i am trapped as a MCS constantly and continuously experiencing anxiety and frustration day in and day out.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to experience anxiety and frustration, define my self as the anxiety and frustration that i experience within me, and live out such self-definitions.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself by allowing myself to be trapped within the now of the unified consciousenss field, experiencing anxiety and frustration constantly and continuously day in and day out, charging the MCS within me which i define as who i am while abusing who i really am as Life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to systems within me to abuse who i really am as Life as all as one as equal, giving my power away to systems.
I forgive myself thati have accepted and allowed myself to live out my self-definition as self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as self-defeat and live out my self-definition as self-defeat, perceiving that i can not make a difference in what i am experiencing within me day in and day out.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as lack of self-discipline and justify my self-definition as lack of self-discipline.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify self-abuse, self-defeat, lack of self-discipline.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by programs within me, giving my power away to programs.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as event-driven and live out my self-definition as being event-diven instead of me directing myself and me moving myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by dealines and experience anxity and frustration constantly and continuously within me day in and day out, giving my power away to programs and systems within me which i define as who i am and justify their existence within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to protect programs and systems within me, giving permission to systems and programs to abuse who i really am as Life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to become dealine-riven or time-driven, giving my power away to dealines and time and live out my self-deifinition as dealine-driven and time-driven.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to programs and systems within me to trap me in the system as the now of the unified consciousness field.
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the system as bad, exist in resitance towards being in the system and desire to escape from the system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the system, fear the system and give my power away to the system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as judgement, resistance, reluctance to be in the system and desire to escape from the system, and live out my self-defintion as resistance, reluctance to be in the system and desire to escape from the system, instead of realizing that the system exists as it currently exists is through my own participation, design and manifestation and that it is my self-responsibility to transform my own experience within what i am experiencing myself within the system to no longer allow myself to be defined by the system, i.e. to be in the sytem yet not of the system.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that existing in judgement, fear, resistance, reluctance and trying to escape is not going to solve the problem and that i must take self-responsibility to transform myself within the system and live the solution as myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify my self-definition as judgement, fear, resistance, reluctance and desiring to escape from the system instead of taking self-responsibility to transform my experience within the system to live the solution equal and one as myself to no longer be defined by the system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify procrastination and live out my self-definition as procrastination, experiencing anxiety and frustration constantly and continuously day in and day out charging and giving my power away to the mind consciousness system within me and abusing who i really am as Life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize the self-dishonesty and self-abuse that i have been doing onto myself merely by giving my power away to habitual behavior of procrastination.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to habitual behavior of procrastination, giving permission to such a program to direct me instead of me directing myself and moving myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as program/system driven and live out my self-definition as program/system driven and justify my self-definition according to system and programs, while abusing who i really am as Life as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be reluctant to get rid of the program of procrastination that is directing me currently.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to follow programs and allow programs to direct me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself deliberately into the program of procrastination instead of realizing that what i am doing is self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to enjoy self-abuse. WTF!!!
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I actually enjoy self-abuse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a belief about myself as enjoying self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to deceive myself to forget what i experienced when i was driven by dealines -- the anxiety, frustration and discomfort within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live out my self-definition as deliberate fogetfulness which is actually me being reluctant to see what i am doing to myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create forgetfulness as myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that it is justified to be forgetful.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to forgetfulness.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that since i am not experiencing the anxiety and frustration right now then it is OK for me to procrastinate instead of realizing the consequence of giving permission to such a program to direct me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to just want to survive the experience of procrastination.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by survival instead of standing as the self directive principle, directing myself and my world.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself that there is plenty of time for me to do something and that it is OK to procrastinate.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away to procrastination.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fall for the lure of procrastination which is a program leading to self-dishonesty and self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to sacrifice myself as Life to the system as programs.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that i have been falling into the program of procrastination for so long.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate myself, not really seeing what i have been experiencing within me for such a long time.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate self-responsibility.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to take self-responsibility to really see within me what i have been experiencing within me day in and day out, being drained by anxiety and frustration which charge the systems within me that i have defined as who i am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to pretend that i am disgusted with what i am experiencing within me while at the same did nothing to really make a difference.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed to realize that "I will never to this again" is not real because after such an experience i immediately forget what i said to myself - thus creating immediate self-invalidation and self-defeat.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be aware of the words that I speak.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget words immediately after I have said them - indicating that I am actually in direct opposite to the words that I spoke.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to live the words as myself instead allowed myself to abuse the words i spoke as who i am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form a habitual behavior of saying "I will never do this again" while at the same still participate that which is perpetuating my experience day in and day out, denstrating that those words are not real.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create self-defeat through making statements that I did not live and actually lived the direct opposite of that which I stated.
Be careful with the word never. Rather say I will not do it again and then apply the words one and equal as self.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that i have abused myself as words by not living the words one and equal as myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed to make false statmenets that i do not live and discipline myself to apply.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to live and apply that which i see need to be done in every moment as every breath.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize the self-dishonesty and self-abuse of not living and applying that which i see need to be done.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself by not living the words i speak.
I forgive myself that i have accepted anda llowed myself to justify the program of procrastination using other people's behavior of procrastination.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel/perceive/believe that i can only do my homework in the night.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that it is not the right time to do homework in the day.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use excuses, reasons and justifications to procrastinate, giving my power away to programs to direct me in stead of taking my power, directing and moving myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live out my self-definition as the habitual behavior of doing my howework in the last minute.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to play the game of selective forgetfulness to justify my self-definition as programs, systems, and habitual behaviors, instead of realizing that i am only deceiving and manipulating myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive that manipulate myself through the game of selective forgetfulness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use selective forgetfulness to create personality definitions which I have defined as who I am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as deception and manipulation, live out my self-defintion as deception and manipulation, and justify deception and manipulation.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify self-abuse.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself and live out my self-definition as inferiority towards the patterns, habitual behaviors and programs within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as self-defeat by perceiving that i can not stand up and make a direct intervention to stop the porgrams within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear that i may fall back to the pattern of procrastination again.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect falling back to the pattern of procrastination again to fear and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
Till here no further!
I do not accept porgrams, patterns, habitual behaviors to direct me and move me!
I do not accept myself to become dealine-driven, event driven, or time-driven.
I stop myself as procrastination.
I do not accept procrastination within me.
I do not accept fear.
I do not accept self-abuse.
I do not accept self-dishonesty.
I assist and support and discipline myself to stop procrastination for 21 days!!!
I do not accept empty words!!!
I do not accept abuse of words as who i am!!!
Till here no further!!!
I assist and support myself to stop the programs and systems within me and start to move and direct myself.
I direct myself.
I move myself.
I am the directive principle of me.
I am breath every here moment.
I express.
I live.
I live who i really am as Life as all as one as equal as the living word as the sound harmonic expression_r of Life as Life.
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