Time Managment of my Day

Time Managment of my Day

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to resist time management - to organize my day to assist and support myself to become an effective participant because of the idea that i am not able to due to my perception of time management as something professional and that since i have never got trained with some professional knowledge about time management i assumed myself to not be able to do it effectively.

I have this memory in my mind: when i was extremely ineffective in my everyday participation sometime ago, i saw some time management conferences held on the campus yet i was not able to attend them due to time conflicts. And i perceived that without attending those conferences, i would not be able to get out of the extreme ineffectiveness that i experienced at that time. I placed myself into such a situation where i did not have access to assitance and support and feel helpless and powerless.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that assistance and support is out there far away from me that i am not able to access instead of realizing that i have separated myself from assistance and support as myself -- self-assistance and self-support is here as me.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to assist and support myself effectively which has manifested my experience of not having access to assistance and support in my world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that since i did not attend those time-management conferences then i can not be effective with time-management instead of simply testing out how i am able to arrange and organize my day so that i can be effective.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive time-management to be something very difficult and sophisticated which i am not able to comprehend effectively.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel less than time-management out of self-distrust and fear. I stop placing myself less than a word. I stand equal to time-management to assist and support myself to be effective.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel overwhelmed by so many points that i deal with everyday, being directed by my world which indicates that i am not standing equal to my world and direct myself as my world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my world and give my power away to all that i have accepted and allowed yet which i have abdicated responsibility for.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate self-responsibility towards myself as my world as all that i created through my acceptance and allowance instead of taking self-responsibility, standing equal and one with myself and my world as myself as all my creations to sort myself out with self-directive-power.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate the self-directive-principle within this abdicated my responsibility and my power -- power goes hand in hand with responsibility.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge physical excercises like running as bad due to my interpretation of Desteni perspective on sports.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form this idea that people who participate in physical activities/excercises are only supporting their mind consciousness systems and within this i prevented myself from participating in physical activities.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to interpret Desteni materials and form moral judgments of good/bad right/wrong which supports the polarity that feeds my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have manifested myself as stagnation and physical stiffness - yet at the same time not allowing myself to participate in physical activities to assist and support myself to break such patterns.

I stop such interpretations/perceptions/ideas/beliefs about physical activities but to take on this point of committing myself to run every morning to assist and support myself from the starting point of self-movement and consistent self-application.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form this idea that my participation in Desteni and my everday life is contradictory instead of actually physically live/apply what i learn from Desteni materials to test out for myself what is being shared.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate understanding/words with practical application.

I assist and support myself to live/apply/implement/test out what i learn from Desteni and from other beings - live words equal and one as who i am.