Note: The following self-forgiveness is an expansion of those that I published on my Chinese blog on October 03, 2009.
What i have realized is that self-honesty can be designed and developed into an ideas as the polar opposite of the idea of self-dishonesty.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form an idea of self-honesty, designing self-idea into an idea which is not lived but merely exist as knowledge and information.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to design self-honesty into the polar opposite of the idea of self-dishonesty.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as an idea of self-honesty which I have created within my mind, perceiving/believing myself to be self-honest while not actually applying/living self-honesty.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that i have already become self-honest and that i am self-honest while it is but a perception/idea/belief within my mind and not the actuality of living application.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the idea of self-honesty which I have created within my mind to protect and hide the actual truth of me as the self-dishonesty that I have accepted and allowed.
I forgive myself that i have accetped and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i am self-honest and there is not much self-dishonesty within me so that i do not need to be diligent within deprogramming myself and releasing myself from the definition of my mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i am self-honest and that all the people around me in my world are all but fucked-up mind consciousness systems living in hypnosis.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel special/superior because i am participating in the process with awareness.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself to be more than people around me because aparently i believe myself to be self-honest while all the people around me are all self-dishonest fuck-ups.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel that i am the only one that is sober while all others are in hynosis.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have known THE truth and that I am fucking enlightened.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that i have the right to judge "the fucked-up mind consciousness systems" around me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in judgment of people in their own processes.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be obsessed with the idea that people around me are all fucked-up systems instead of realizing I am actually seeing how fucked I am because I did not even see that but existing in a delusion about myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that I must withdraw myself from participation and interaction with all the people within my world because apparently they are all self-dishonest fucked-up systems.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself in the polar opposite of the ideas that I have projected onto people within my world as self-dishonest fucked-up systems while me existing in the idea of me being self-honest.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the idea that I have projected onto other people is actually a reflection about myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in comparison and competition with people around me and create an idea about myself as being more than while regarding people around me as being less than.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel miserable that i am alone with the realization that we are fucked-up mind consciousness systems and that i have to live in the system full of fucked-up systems.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge/deny/resist the system - instead of taking self-responsibility and make a difference in this world through assisting and supporting myself to change myself and live the change in my world as an example.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to claim that "I am self-honest. You are all self-dishonest. You are all fucked-up."
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the thought 'you are all fucked-up' to be real and to be me speaking instead of realizing that it is a thought.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by a thought within my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by a belief that I have constructed within my mind which I have believed to be real.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear to communicate/interact with other people because i fear that i may be contaminated/influenced by their "fucked-up systems".
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that nobody/nothing can actually influence me unless I give it permission.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect being contaminated/influenced by fucked up systems to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect communicating/interacting with other people to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that by holding myself back from communicating/interacting with other people in my world - I am actually preventing myself from facing myself.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that facing myself is here in every moment - not having to hold myself back so that I can focus on myself or going out there so that I can apparently face myself - no, facing self is here in every moment of every breath - no matter where I am and with whom I am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as fucked-up systems within this defining myself as the polar opposite idea of self-honesty and perceive/believe that i need to seclude myself from communicating/interacting with the system and other people in order to prevent me from being influenced/contaminated - which is actually protecting the idea I have created about myself as apparently being self-honest.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am actually protecting the idea I have created about as being apparently self-honest while actually hiding the actual truth of me as being self-dishonest through preventing me from interacting with people in my world out of fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by fear instead of being Here directing myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word self-honesty to the word self-dishonesty.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to define the word self-honesty in polarity to the word self-dishonesty.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word self-honesty and self-dishonesty through defining the word self-honesty in polarity to the word self-dishonesty in separation of myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist in judgement/denial/resistance toward self-dishonesty/system - instead of realizing the judgment is actually the act of fear.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge/deny/resist what i have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a mind consciousness system.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed fear myself as a system of self-dishonesty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect myself as a system of self-dishonesty to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear that i may be discovered to be self-dishonest because i feared to be judged instead of realizing that self-judgement is actually protecting the self-dishonesty within me.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to connect me being discovered to be self-dishonest to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to present myself as the polar opposite of self-dishonesty and live out my self-definition as an idea of self-honesty formed, developed and created through/with/as my mind.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that i need to present myself to be self-honest instead of living self-honesty in fact.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt to present self-honesty to the world out there somewhere - instead of realizing that that is not actual self-honesty from the starting point of self as who I am.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to misplace my starting point out there somewhere - instead of realizing that this process is for me as me as from me as the starting point of me as who I am.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to perceive/believethat I am able to prove to other people or the world that I am self-honest - instead of living who I am as the self-proof of who I am - it is not about proving anything to anybody; it is about who I am.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to put on the personality suit as the idea about myself being self-honest to protect the actual self-dishonesty within.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed to embrace me unconditionally including self-dishonesty which i have accepted and allowed myself to be and become, within this embracing to transform/change/stop the self-dishonesty that I have accepted and allowed.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to see with self-honesty what i have accepted and allowed within me.
I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that judgement/denial/resistance of self-dishonesty and the presentation of me as the idea of self-honesty is preventing me from facing what i have accepted and allowed within me and is prolonging my own process of self-realization as who I am as LIFE of oneness and equality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use excuses/reasons/justifications to prevent me from seeing the truth of me as my nature/beingness as what i have accepted and allowed myself to be and become of self-dishonesty as the mind.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be reluctant to face the self-dishonesty that i have accetped and allowed.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to escape from what i have acccepted and allowed within me instead of assisting and supporting myself to stand up, take self-responsibility and stop my existence as self-dishonesty as what i have always been.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself with beings around me and feel good about me because i believe myself to be self-honest while all other people are self-dishonest.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to participate in the feeling of good for the idea of me being apparently self-honest.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to place value and worth in an idea of me being self-honest - in separation of myself.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to accept the word self-honesty as who I am and live as the word self-honesty.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be so chickshitted to face what i have accepted and allowed myself to be and become that i wanted to use all kinds excuses/reasons/justifications to not face myself and take self-responsibility.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad about myself when i see the self-dishonesty that i have accepted and allowed.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to judge self-dishonesty as bad.
I forgive myelf that I have accpeted and allowed myself to charge self-dishonesty with a negative value.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to separate myself from self-dishonesty through judging it as bad.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive that i have the choice to not see/face the self-dishonesty that i have accepted and allowed.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form an idea about myself as being self-honest and hold onto the self-definition of me being self-honest which is an illusion protecting the real truth as self-dishonesty within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not want to see my self-dishonesty which means not wanting to take self-responsibility for what i have accepted and allowed.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use free will/free choice as excuses/justifications/reasons to not face the self-dishonesty i have accepted and allowed and continue to exist as and protect the self-dishonesty, which is perpetuating the world to exist as it currently exist which is a fuck-up.
I forigive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to ignore deliberately my self-dishonesty instead of facing myself with brutal self-honesty, embracing what i have become and stopping it completely.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to live out self-deception as the personality suit as the idea of self-honesty which i have created within my mind.
Till here no further!!!
I stop my self-definition as the personality suit of the idea of self-honesty which is protecting the self-dishonesty within me.
I do not accept and allow myself to hide behind an idea of self-honesty which I created within my mind to protect my self-definitions of/as the mind.
I accept and allow myself to stop my knowledge/information/idea/belief about self-honesty and actually live self-honesty within practical application as who I am.
I do not accept and allow myself to judge beings around me as fucked-up mind consciousness systems which only support my own self-definition as the polar opposite as the idea of self-honesty which i hold onto and to protect the truth of me as self-dishonesty.
I do not accept and allow myself to project the truth of me as fucked-up systems onto others.
I do not accept and allow myself to live in the illusion/delusion of me being apparently self-honest while all others are self-dishonest fucked-up systems.
I do not accept and allow myself to escape/hide from what I have accepted and allowed as who I am.
I accept and allow myself to take self-responsibility and correct myself and chage/transform myself so that I no longer continue to exist within and as that which I have always existed as - of/as the mind of self-dishonesty.
I do not accept and allow myself to use self-judgment as a means to protect my accepted and allowed self-dishonesty.
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The Process of Birthing Myself as Who I Really Am as Life as All as One as Equal
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Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Friday, May 13, 2011
Obligation vs Responsibility
The difference between obligation and responsibility. From my experience, obligation is something that is done with resistance or reluctance while responsibility is self-motivated self directive action - the ability to respond to Self as LIFE.
Life is not an obligation. What is best for all is not an obligation. To do what is best for all is honouring who I really am as Life as all as one as equal - thus no resistance or reluctance. Resistance to what is best for all is indication of self-definitions of self-interest.
The ultimate and only agreement of Life as who I really am as who we really are as the ultimate oneness and equality as all as one as equal is to bring Life itself into living manifestation. This is the inherent nature of Life. Thus we do what is best for all - not out of obligation but out of self-responsibility and self-realization.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define LIFE as an obligation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist LIFE as who I really am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from LIFE as indicated by the resistance of LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to my mind and believe myself to be the mind which I have accepted as who I am - within this, separating myself from LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word LIFE through connecting the word obligation to LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word obligation within the word LIFE - in separation of myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define LIFE as a word which I see through my
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt to comprehend LIFE through my mind and give LIFE a definition that I am able to understand through my mind - believing that is LIFE while it is my interpretation of LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted LIFE as who I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that LIFE exist outside of me separate from me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the memory when my mother once said 'then you are enslaved by LIFE' - spoken from the starting point of spitefulness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to my mother's words.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that I have been influced by my mother's words instead of realizing that I am only able to be influenced if I give it permission.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give permission for my mother's words to influence me - instead of realizing that I have given permission for my own self-enslavement.
I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I may perceive LIFE to be separate from me and get lost in this perception.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect my perception of LIFE to be separate from me and getting lost in such a perception to fear - thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and manifest my fear of being lost in the separation from LIFE through my participation in the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist what is best for all - instead of realizing that I am resisting/denying who I really am as LIFE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the backchat 'irrelevant' when it comes to what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive what is best for all as empty words because I have not yet lived the words as who I am one and equal.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to substantiate the words what is best for all through living the words as who I am in practical application in my world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give permission for my ego to take over me through my participation in the backchat 'irrelevant' when it comes to what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define doing what is best for all as an obligation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen to my mind telling me that 'I am not interested' - instead of realizing this is me of self-interest of the mind justifying self-interest.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify self-interest through participating in the backchat 'I am not interested' when it comes to what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to turn something that I previously would like to do into an obligation which I then resists doing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define what is best for all as something I am forced to do instead of realizing that what is best for all is the self-directive action of who I really am as LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought 'I will do whatever it takes to fight against whatever imposed on me'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in the perception that I am being forced to do something even when it is not in fact - but a perception of myself - because of my past experiences when I almost transformed everything I do into a forced action which created extensive resistance.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the bizzare pattern - when I am doing something that I actually enjoy, I then go into the experience of the perception that it is an obligation and then I exist in resistance towards it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mself to define myself as the pattern of transforming that which I know I would enjoy doing into an obligation which I resist doing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to and as the polarity of forcing and resisting.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to transform my expression into a forcing/resisting polarity construct.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage that which I enjoy doing through forcing it into an obligation which I resist.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prevent myself from enjoying what I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define joy as purely of the mind and that I am not allowed to have any expression of joy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with myself for not allowing the expression of joy to flow as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create such a definition of suffering when doing what I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as the pattern of suffering when doing what I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to my past expreiences when I did not allow myself to enjoy what I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create such a perception/interpretation that I am not allowed to enjoy doing anything that is directly Desteni related - within this deliberately making my experience of participation in my world difficult when it is completely unnecessary.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with myself for deliberately making my epxerience difficult.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to act like a big boss over my shoulder - telling me what to do - judging and talking bullshit.
I forgive myself that I hae accepted and allowed myself to exist in the delusion that I am being forced to do everything and resist extensively because of this delusion/interpretation that I created by myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to victimize myself while I created and manifested these experiences as myself through my acceptance and allowance.
Self-suggestion:
Stop the perception of being forced to do everything. Stop the perception that what I do is an obligation and thus existing in resistance. Stop the 'forcing' action in polarity to 'resistance' when what I do does not require being forced. Allow myself to enjoy myself. Enjoy what I truly enjoy doing.
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Life is not an obligation. What is best for all is not an obligation. To do what is best for all is honouring who I really am as Life as all as one as equal - thus no resistance or reluctance. Resistance to what is best for all is indication of self-definitions of self-interest.
The ultimate and only agreement of Life as who I really am as who we really are as the ultimate oneness and equality as all as one as equal is to bring Life itself into living manifestation. This is the inherent nature of Life. Thus we do what is best for all - not out of obligation but out of self-responsibility and self-realization.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define LIFE as an obligation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist LIFE as who I really am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from LIFE as indicated by the resistance of LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to my mind and believe myself to be the mind which I have accepted as who I am - within this, separating myself from LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word LIFE through connecting the word obligation to LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word obligation within the word LIFE - in separation of myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define LIFE as a word which I see through my
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt to comprehend LIFE through my mind and give LIFE a definition that I am able to understand through my mind - believing that is LIFE while it is my interpretation of LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted LIFE as who I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that LIFE exist outside of me separate from me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the memory when my mother once said 'then you are enslaved by LIFE' - spoken from the starting point of spitefulness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to my mother's words.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that I have been influced by my mother's words instead of realizing that I am only able to be influenced if I give it permission.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give permission for my mother's words to influence me - instead of realizing that I have given permission for my own self-enslavement.
I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I may perceive LIFE to be separate from me and get lost in this perception.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect my perception of LIFE to be separate from me and getting lost in such a perception to fear - thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and manifest my fear of being lost in the separation from LIFE through my participation in the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist what is best for all - instead of realizing that I am resisting/denying who I really am as LIFE.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the backchat 'irrelevant' when it comes to what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive what is best for all as empty words because I have not yet lived the words as who I am one and equal.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to substantiate the words what is best for all through living the words as who I am in practical application in my world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give permission for my ego to take over me through my participation in the backchat 'irrelevant' when it comes to what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define doing what is best for all as an obligation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen to my mind telling me that 'I am not interested' - instead of realizing this is me of self-interest of the mind justifying self-interest.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify self-interest through participating in the backchat 'I am not interested' when it comes to what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to turn something that I previously would like to do into an obligation which I then resists doing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define what is best for all as something I am forced to do instead of realizing that what is best for all is the self-directive action of who I really am as LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the thought 'I will do whatever it takes to fight against whatever imposed on me'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in the perception that I am being forced to do something even when it is not in fact - but a perception of myself - because of my past experiences when I almost transformed everything I do into a forced action which created extensive resistance.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create the bizzare pattern - when I am doing something that I actually enjoy, I then go into the experience of the perception that it is an obligation and then I exist in resistance towards it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mself to define myself as the pattern of transforming that which I know I would enjoy doing into an obligation which I resist doing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to and as the polarity of forcing and resisting.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to transform my expression into a forcing/resisting polarity construct.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage that which I enjoy doing through forcing it into an obligation which I resist.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prevent myself from enjoying what I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define joy as purely of the mind and that I am not allowed to have any expression of joy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with myself for not allowing the expression of joy to flow as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create such a definition of suffering when doing what I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as the pattern of suffering when doing what I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to my past expreiences when I did not allow myself to enjoy what I do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create such a perception/interpretation that I am not allowed to enjoy doing anything that is directly Desteni related - within this deliberately making my experience of participation in my world difficult when it is completely unnecessary.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with myself for deliberately making my epxerience difficult.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to act like a big boss over my shoulder - telling me what to do - judging and talking bullshit.
I forgive myself that I hae accepted and allowed myself to exist in the delusion that I am being forced to do everything and resist extensively because of this delusion/interpretation that I created by myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to victimize myself while I created and manifested these experiences as myself through my acceptance and allowance.
Self-suggestion:
Stop the perception of being forced to do everything. Stop the perception that what I do is an obligation and thus existing in resistance. Stop the 'forcing' action in polarity to 'resistance' when what I do does not require being forced. Allow myself to enjoy myself. Enjoy what I truly enjoy doing.
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Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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Friday, May 6, 2011
Stability in Removing Polarity
I was confused when I heard that I am required to release polarity, such as good/bad, right/wrong, positive/negative. How can I live without them? This question itself indicates that I have lived according to polarities, with which I used to define what is acceptable and what is not acceptable - the good/right/positive is acceptable and the bad/wrong/negative is unacceptable - particularly in the construct of morality as morality is based on polarity. The result of living according to polarity is seeking/desiring good/right/positive while repeling/rejecting/resisting/denying the bad/wrong/negative. I feared that if I were to release the polarity construct, I would have no reference as to what is acceptable what is unacceptable. I applied self-forgiveness to release the polarity construct with such a hidden fear. And the result is that I created/manifested such a fear where I had no reference of deciding what is acceptable and what not - thus I was very unstable and struggled a lot.
Also there was the perception/idea/belief that if something is not good, it must be bad and thus unacceptable and if something is not bad, it must be good and thus acceptable. This polarity flipping also manifested - I turned myself into the complete opposite of what I lived before. After applying self-forgiveness for the positive, they are no loger the positive. Now my mind tried to fathom what it is from the starting point of polarity. The mind only knows positive/good/right and negative/bad/wrong. If it is not positive, it must be negative. If it is negative, it is bad - thus it is unacceptable. After applying self-forgivenss for the negative, they are no longer the negative. By my mind - if it is not negative, it must be positive. If it is positive, it is good - thus it is acceptable. This way I turned what I lived before into the complete opposite - yet still existing in polarities. Later on I realized this situation. I again applied self-forgiveness and the polarity turned over again - but still in polarities. Then I applied self-forgiveness for both polarities at the same time. My mind then ended up in total confusion. What the fuck is it if it is neither positive nor negative? lol
Now I've realized that the problem is that I have relied on polarity to decide what to accept and allow and what not. Within applying self-forgiveness to release definitions of polarity, I 'lost' the principle to live by. I did not undersatnd that what is acceptable and what is unacceptable can be determined from a principle that is not of polarity - the Principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as All as One as Equal - that which supports LIFE as what is Best for All practically is acceptable, that which does not support LIFE or what is Best for All is unacceptable. What is Best for All is not of polarity. LIFE is not of polarity.
Another idea that I created within my mind is that discernment is of polarity. Obiviously there is a discernment between self-honesty and self-dishonesty. There is no half measure between self-honesty and self-dishonesty. The question is why can't we just regard self-dishonesty and self-honesty as a pair of polarity and define self-honesty as good and self-honesty as bad? Isn't it just another form of re-definition?
Polarity exists as consciousness and supports the mind. When existing in polarity, the negative/bad/wrong is judged/denied/resisted. If I define self-dishonesty as bad, I will judge/deny/resist self-dishonesty, which is separation. In this process I can not separate myself from the self-dishonesties that I have accepted and allowed - I can not judge/deny/resist self-dishonesty although self-dishonesty is unacceptable. Why? The existence of self-dishonesty is through my acceptance and allowance - self-dishonesty is what I have accepted and allowed myself to become and thus I am responsible for its existence. Within defining self-dishonesty as bad and judging/denying/resisting it, I am separating myself from what I have accepted and allowed myself to become, abdicating self-responsibility, and thus having no power to stop/change/transform myself of self-dishonesty. Only when I take self-responsibility and stand one and equal with the self-dishonesties that I have accetped and allowed myself to become, do I have to the power to transform/purify it within the understanding that it is unacceptable because it is not who I really am as Life.
Another perspective about the statement that self-honesty and self-dishonesty is not a polarity pair is that self-honesty is not dependent on self-dishonesty. Self can exist in pure self-honesty without self-dishonesty. The existence of self-honesty is not dependent on the existence of self-dishonesty.
Life has always been here. Life is not dependent on Consciousness. Life is absolute. While in polarity the polar opposites are interdependent on each other to exist. Life is what is real while consciouseness is illusionary. What is real is not dependent on what is illusionary. The illusion can be eliminated/purified entirely. Life does not need consciousness to contrast its existence. Life is.
The solution is to remove/release polarity constructs within the absolute standing of/as Life as all as one as equal and state clearly what is accepatable and what is not acceptable according to what supports Life as what is best for all and what not. Thus release mind consciousness system construct and stand up as Life at the same time. The removal of consciousness/self-dishonesty and the standing up as Life within self-honesty is the same process. The Principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as all as one as equal is the stability point when all that has ever been known of self-dishonesty/the mind consciousness system crumble in applying self-forgiveness and the unkown as Life steps forth and is born from the physical.
Self is not Life currently but in the process of birthing Life. Self purifies self's self-dishonesty within and as self-honesty until all self-dishonesty is purified and Life is born from the physical. Self-honesty: Honor Self as LIFE.
"To stand as the Principle of Equality and Oneness Here – and stand as the living-statement of what self will accept and allow and what not."
Then it is to live what is acceptable and what is not acceptable PRACITALLY AND SPECIFICALLY within one's everday life every moment as every breath where self has true power.
So what can I do in my everyday life to assist and support myself? The following are some points that I have identified within myself and my world:
Bring myself here as breath whenever I go up into my mind.
Be aware of what is here - what I see what I hear what I smell what I taste what I touch within awareness that all is me. -- Be one and equal with the entire moment.
Observe/study myself as a mind consciousness system as thoughts, emotions, feelings, reactive behaviors, personalities, habits etc,-- the whole package of my self-definition as a MCS.
Stop participating in my mind as thoughts, emotions and feelings.
Apply the tools of self-forgiveness, self-corrective action, breathing and writing.
Discipline myself to be specific and practical.
Read/study materials of destni to assist and support self-awareness, self-realization.
Push myself through limitations/boundaries.
Stop existing in seclusion.
Participate actively in my everyday life to apply practically self forgiveness and what I have realized.
Express myself within self-honesty and self-trust. Point out self-dishonesties that I see in other beings, assisting and supporting other beings one and equal with me as me.
Design/develop practical solutions in my everyday life to assist and support myself to be effective.
Stop buying all unnecessary stuffs.
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The above is a modified version of two blog posts that I publised on my Chinese blog on JULY-08-2009 and JULY-10-2009 which I am now moving here to this English blog.
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Check out the following websites:
Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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I am a DIP agent. If you like what I do, you can work with me in the DIP.
Also there was the perception/idea/belief that if something is not good, it must be bad and thus unacceptable and if something is not bad, it must be good and thus acceptable. This polarity flipping also manifested - I turned myself into the complete opposite of what I lived before. After applying self-forgiveness for the positive, they are no loger the positive. Now my mind tried to fathom what it is from the starting point of polarity. The mind only knows positive/good/right and negative/bad/wrong. If it is not positive, it must be negative. If it is negative, it is bad - thus it is unacceptable. After applying self-forgivenss for the negative, they are no longer the negative. By my mind - if it is not negative, it must be positive. If it is positive, it is good - thus it is acceptable. This way I turned what I lived before into the complete opposite - yet still existing in polarities. Later on I realized this situation. I again applied self-forgiveness and the polarity turned over again - but still in polarities. Then I applied self-forgiveness for both polarities at the same time. My mind then ended up in total confusion. What the fuck is it if it is neither positive nor negative? lol
Now I've realized that the problem is that I have relied on polarity to decide what to accept and allow and what not. Within applying self-forgiveness to release definitions of polarity, I 'lost' the principle to live by. I did not undersatnd that what is acceptable and what is unacceptable can be determined from a principle that is not of polarity - the Principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as All as One as Equal - that which supports LIFE as what is Best for All practically is acceptable, that which does not support LIFE or what is Best for All is unacceptable. What is Best for All is not of polarity. LIFE is not of polarity.
Another idea that I created within my mind is that discernment is of polarity. Obiviously there is a discernment between self-honesty and self-dishonesty. There is no half measure between self-honesty and self-dishonesty. The question is why can't we just regard self-dishonesty and self-honesty as a pair of polarity and define self-honesty as good and self-honesty as bad? Isn't it just another form of re-definition?
Polarity exists as consciousness and supports the mind. When existing in polarity, the negative/bad/wrong is judged/denied/resisted. If I define self-dishonesty as bad, I will judge/deny/resist self-dishonesty, which is separation. In this process I can not separate myself from the self-dishonesties that I have accepted and allowed - I can not judge/deny/resist self-dishonesty although self-dishonesty is unacceptable. Why? The existence of self-dishonesty is through my acceptance and allowance - self-dishonesty is what I have accepted and allowed myself to become and thus I am responsible for its existence. Within defining self-dishonesty as bad and judging/denying/resisting it, I am separating myself from what I have accepted and allowed myself to become, abdicating self-responsibility, and thus having no power to stop/change/transform myself of self-dishonesty. Only when I take self-responsibility and stand one and equal with the self-dishonesties that I have accetped and allowed myself to become, do I have to the power to transform/purify it within the understanding that it is unacceptable because it is not who I really am as Life.
Another perspective about the statement that self-honesty and self-dishonesty is not a polarity pair is that self-honesty is not dependent on self-dishonesty. Self can exist in pure self-honesty without self-dishonesty. The existence of self-honesty is not dependent on the existence of self-dishonesty.
Life has always been here. Life is not dependent on Consciousness. Life is absolute. While in polarity the polar opposites are interdependent on each other to exist. Life is what is real while consciouseness is illusionary. What is real is not dependent on what is illusionary. The illusion can be eliminated/purified entirely. Life does not need consciousness to contrast its existence. Life is.
The solution is to remove/release polarity constructs within the absolute standing of/as Life as all as one as equal and state clearly what is accepatable and what is not acceptable according to what supports Life as what is best for all and what not. Thus release mind consciousness system construct and stand up as Life at the same time. The removal of consciousness/self-dishonesty and the standing up as Life within self-honesty is the same process. The Principle of Equality and Oneness as Life as all as one as equal is the stability point when all that has ever been known of self-dishonesty/the mind consciousness system crumble in applying self-forgiveness and the unkown as Life steps forth and is born from the physical.
Self is not Life currently but in the process of birthing Life. Self purifies self's self-dishonesty within and as self-honesty until all self-dishonesty is purified and Life is born from the physical. Self-honesty: Honor Self as LIFE.
"To stand as the Principle of Equality and Oneness Here – and stand as the living-statement of what self will accept and allow and what not."
Then it is to live what is acceptable and what is not acceptable PRACITALLY AND SPECIFICALLY within one's everday life every moment as every breath where self has true power.
So what can I do in my everyday life to assist and support myself? The following are some points that I have identified within myself and my world:
Bring myself here as breath whenever I go up into my mind.
Be aware of what is here - what I see what I hear what I smell what I taste what I touch within awareness that all is me. -- Be one and equal with the entire moment.
Observe/study myself as a mind consciousness system as thoughts, emotions, feelings, reactive behaviors, personalities, habits etc,-- the whole package of my self-definition as a MCS.
Stop participating in my mind as thoughts, emotions and feelings.
Apply the tools of self-forgiveness, self-corrective action, breathing and writing.
Discipline myself to be specific and practical.
Read/study materials of destni to assist and support self-awareness, self-realization.
Push myself through limitations/boundaries.
Stop existing in seclusion.
Participate actively in my everyday life to apply practically self forgiveness and what I have realized.
Express myself within self-honesty and self-trust. Point out self-dishonesties that I see in other beings, assisting and supporting other beings one and equal with me as me.
Design/develop practical solutions in my everyday life to assist and support myself to be effective.
Stop buying all unnecessary stuffs.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The above is a modified version of two blog posts that I publised on my Chinese blog on JULY-08-2009 and JULY-10-2009 which I am now moving here to this English blog.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Check out the following websites:
Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/
Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/
Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/
My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum
My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I am a DIP agent. If you like what I do, you can work with me in the DIP.
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