Self-forgiveness Related to One Sigular Thought

The following is the self-forgiveness part of my assignment 3 in the Desteni Introduction Course. It is specific self-forgiveness application related to one sigular thought. In this lesson it is explained in detail how to apply self-forgiveness specifically and provided a very useful guideline to assist with self-forgiveness application.



Self-Forgiveness on the thought, the trigger point of the thought and the type of thought:



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think ‘I wish I could be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect reading the comic book of the son of dragon to the thought ‘I wish I could be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing reading the comic book of the son of dragon to exist as a trigger point within me, triggering the thought of ‘I wish I could be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wish/desire/want to be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the wish/desire/want ‘to be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’ to exist within and as me.


Self-Forgiveness on Connecting Thought with Emotion/Feeling and Reason for Connection:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought ‘I wish I could be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’ to the emotional experience of disappointment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within the emotional experience of disappointment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into an emotional experience of disappointment because I realized that I am not able to practically manifest my desire of being as powerful as the son of dragon into reality so easily as in the comic reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be disappointed because I realized that the son of dragon is just an imaginary character in the comic reality rather than a real being in the physical reality and what he did like magic in the comic reality without consideration of what direction and change practically entails in the physical reality is not able to be practically manifested in reality at least as easily as in the comic reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because I realized that there is no quick magical solution for what I was experiencing physically in my world which is stuckness/stagnation/lack of direction and change.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wish for a quick solution for the stuckness/stagnation/lack of direction and change that I experienced in my reality, not wanting to face my reality and take responsibility for my reality as myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not want to face my reality and take self-responsibility for what I have created and manifested in and as my world through my acceptance and allowance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be disappointed because I realized that I have to take responsibility for what I have created in my world and direct/change myself physically - which is not an easy task as in the comic reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use the comic reality as a hiding place where I create an illusionary experience of power in my mind through imagining me to be the son of dragon directing the world so that I do not have to face the real reality as the physical reality as my world and this world in its entirety, instead of taking self-responsibility for what I have accepted, allowed, created and manifested and direct/change myself and my world physically breath by breath, step by step.


Self-Forgiveness on Positive/Negative Value and on Each Point in the Word-Web for Word 1:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the word ‘power’ with a positive value.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge the word ‘power’ as ‘positive’/’right’/’good’ within my mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ through judging the word ‘power’ as ‘positive’/’right’/’good’.


The son of dragon is powerful in the comic reality

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the comic character the son of dragon directing the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the comic character the son of dragon directing the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the son of dragon through defining the word ‘power’ within the comic character the son of dragon directing the world in separation of myself.


Mao Zedong is powerful to lead Chinese people to establish the new China

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to Mao Zedong leading Chinese people to establish the new China.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within Mao Zedong leading Chinese people to establish the new China.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from Mao Zedong through defining the word ‘power’ within Mao Zedong leading Chinese people to establish new China in separation of myself.


Able to direct and change the world

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to being able to direct and change the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within being able to direct and change the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from being able to direct and change the world through defining the word ‘power’ within being able to direct and change the world in separation of myself.



Superman

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘superman’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘superman’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘superman’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘superman’ in separation of myself.



Hero

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘hero’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘hero’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘hero’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘hero’ in separation of myself.



Superiority

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘superiority’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘superiority’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘superiority’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘superiority’ in separation of myself.



Being the best in the world

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to being the best in the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within being the best in the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word power and through defining the word power within being the best in the world in separation of myself.



Being able to do what others are not able to do

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to being able to do what others are not able to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within being able to do what others are not able to do.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from others through defining the word ‘power’ within being able to do what others are not able to do – in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ through defining power in polarity to/in relation to others ‘lack of power’.



Memory of my undergraduate study when my grades were good and I was respected by others

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the memory of my undergraduate study when my grades were good and I was respected by others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the memory of my undergraduate study when my grades were good and I was respected by others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from ‘others’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the memory of my undergraduate study when my grades were good and I was respected by others – in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to good grade and being respected.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within good grade and being respected.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from good grade and being respected through defining the word ‘power’ within good grade and being respected - in separation of myself.



Knowledge

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘knowledge’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘knowledge’ regarding knowledge to be powerful.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘knowledge’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘knowledge’ in separation of myself.



Money

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘money’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘money’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘money’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘money’ in separation of myself.



Control

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘control’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘control’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘control’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘control’ in separation of myself.



The memory of my father being an authority in the family who is able to punish me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the memory of my father being an authority in the family who is able to punish me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the memory of my father being an authority in the family who is able to punish me with him being the representation of power.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from my father through defining the word ‘power’ within the memory of my father as an authority in the family punishing me – in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect ‘lack of power’ to the memory of me being punished by my father with me being the representation of the one that is lack of power.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define ‘lack of power’ within the memory of me being punished by my father.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from ‘lack of power’ and from my father through defining ‘lack of power’ within the memory of me being punished by my father – in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from ‘lack of power’ through defining the word ‘power’ in polarity/relationship according to ‘lack of power’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘authority’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘authority’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘authority’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘authority’ in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘punishment’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ in polarity to the word ‘punishment’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘punishment’ through defining the word ‘power’ in polarity according to the word ‘punishment’ – in separation of myself.



Limitation

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘limitation’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ in polarity to the word ‘limitation’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘limitation’ through defining the word ‘power’ in polarity according to the word ‘limitation’ – in separation of myself.



The picture of me flying in the dream

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the picture of me flying in the dream.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the picture of me flying in the dream.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the dream through defining the word ‘power’ within the picture of me flying in the dream - in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘dream’ and ‘illusion’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘dream’ and ‘illusion’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘dream’ and ‘illusion’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘dream’ and ‘illusion’ - in separation of myself.



Responsibility

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘responsibility’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ within the word ‘responsibility’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘responsibility’ through defining the word ‘power’ within the word ‘responsibility’ in separation of myself.



Abuse

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘power’ to the word ‘abuse’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘power’ in polarity to the word ‘abuse’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘power’ and from the word ‘abuse’ through defining the word ‘power’ in polarity according to the word ‘abuse’ – in separation of myself.



Self-Forgiveness on Positive/Negative Value and on Each Point in the Word-Web for Word 2:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the word ‘change’ with a positive value from the perspective of wanting/desiring to change.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge the word ‘change’ as ‘good’/’positive’/’right’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ through judging the word ‘change’ as ‘good’/’positive’/’right’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge the word ‘change’ with a negative value because of my failing to change and that change is difficult.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge the word ‘change’ as ‘negative’/’bad’/’wrong’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ through judging the word ‘change’ as ‘negative’/’bad’/’wrong’.





The son of dragon being able to change the world

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the son of dragon being able to change the world.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the son of dragon.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the son of dragon through defining the word ‘change’ within the son of dragon in separation of myself.



The memory of my experience of effectiveness in the hospital at the earlier stage of getting involved with Desteni materials

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the memory of my experience of effectiveness in the hospital at the earlier stage of getting involved with Desteni materials.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the memory of my hospital experience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from my experience in the hospital through defining the word ‘change’ within the memory of the hospital experience in separation of myself.



Consistency

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the word ‘consistency’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the word ‘consistency’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the word ‘consistency’ through defining the word ‘change’ within the word ‘consistency’ in separation of myself.



Breath

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the word ‘breath’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the word ‘breath’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the word ‘breath’ through defining the word ‘change’ within the word ‘breath’ in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ in polarity to ‘breath’ because I have connected ‘I have not been breathing consistently in awareness’ to ‘no change’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the word ‘breath’ through defining the word ‘change’ in polarity according to ‘I have not been breathing consistently in awareness’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect ‘no change’ to ‘I have not been breathing consistently in awareness’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define ‘no change’ within ‘I have not been breathing consistently in awareness’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from ‘no change’ and from ‘breath’ through defining ‘no change’ within ‘I have not been breathing consistently in awareness’ in separation of myself.



Powerless/helpless

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the word ‘powerless’ and the word ‘helpless’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ in polarity to the word ‘powerless’ and the word ‘helpless’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the word ‘powerless’ and the word ‘helpless’ through defining the word ‘change’ in polarity according to the word ‘powerless’ and the word ‘helpless’ – in separation of myself.



Failure/Giving up - The memory of me not being able to change the habit of procrastination

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the memory of not being to change the habit of procrastination.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ in polarity to the memory of not being to change the habit of procrastination.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ in polarity to the words ‘failure/giving up’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the words of ‘failure/giving up’ through defining the word ‘change’ in polarity according to the words of ‘failure/giving up’, in separation of myself.



Idea of change within my mind/Physical change

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the idea of change within my mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the idea of change within my mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ through defining the word ‘change’ within the idea of change within my mind in separation from myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the words ‘physical change’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the words ‘physical change’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and rom the physical change through defining the word ‘change’ within the words ‘physical change’ in separation of myself.



Confusion

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the word ‘confusion’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ in polarity to the word ‘confusion’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and the word ‘confusion’ through defining the word ‘change’ in polarity according to the word ‘confusion’ in separation of myself.



Difficult/Effort

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the word ‘difficult/effort’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ in polarity to the word ‘difficult/effort’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the word ‘difficult/effort’ through defining the word ‘change’ in polarity according to the word ‘difficult/effort’ in separation of myself.



Waiting – the memory of waiting for change to happen after I visit the Desteni farm

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the memory of waiting for change to happen after I visit the Desteni farm.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the memory of waiting for change to happen after I visit the Desteni farm.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ in polarity to the words ‘wait’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the word ‘wait’ through defining the word ‘change’ in polarity according to the word ‘wait’, in separation of myself.



Fate/Limitation – the physical manifestation of palmar creases after I started my process

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the physical manifestation of palmar creases after I started my process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the physical manifestation of palmar creases after I started my process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ in polarity to the words ‘limitation’ and ‘fate’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the words ‘limitation’ and ‘fate’ through defining the word ‘change’ in polarity to the words ‘limitation’ and ‘fate’, in separation of myself.



Direct

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word ‘change’ to the word ‘direct’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘change’ within the word ‘direct’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word ‘change’ and from the word ‘direct’ through defining the word ‘change’ within the word ‘direct’ in separation of myself.



Self-Forgiveness on Picture as a whole, details of the picture, what the picture represents and Connection to the thought for picture 1:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a picture of a few people on the left down corner bowing to the son of dragon who is up there on the top right corner – to exist within and as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect this picture of the son of dragon being worshipped to the thought ‘I wish I could be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect worship and power to a picture in my mind of a few people on the left down corner bowing to the son of dragon who is up there on the top right corner.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the words worship and power within a picture in my mind of a few people on the left down corner bowing to the son of dragon who is up there on the top right corner.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I require to be worshipped by other people in order for me to experience myself as being powerful.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the words worship and power through defining the words in separation of myself within a picture of the son of dragon on the throne being worshipped by others.





Self-Forgiveness on Picture as a whole, details of the picture, what the picture represents and Connection to the thought for picture 2:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a picture of the son of dragon fighting with enemies using a knife, with his face twisted, sweat on his face, his teeth gritted and blood are coming out from the enemies’ body with their arms and legs flying apart – to exist within and as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect this picture of the son of dragon killing enemies to the thought ‘I wish I could be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect war, fight, violence, struggle and power to a picture in my mind of the son of dragon fighting with enemies using a knife, with his face twisted, sweat on his face, his teeth gritted and blood are coming out from the enemies’ body with their arms and legs flying apart.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the words war, fight, violence, struggle and power within a picture in my mind of the son of dragon killing enemies.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the words war, fight, violence, struggle and power through defining these words in separation of myself within a picture of the son of dragon killing enemies.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I must be violent in order to experience myself as being powerful.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word power to the word violent.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define power within the word violent.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word power and from the word violent through defining the word power within the word violent in separation of myself.





Self-Forgiveness on Memory (use Relevant points to describe the Memory), on Reason for holding on to the Memory and on Connection to the thought for memory 1:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the memory of me in the hospital sharing insights in group discussions, making creative artworks, assisting and supporting other beings and directing myself out of the hospital, to the thought ‘I wish I could be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto the memory of me in the hospital sharing insights in group discussions, making creative artworks, assisting and supporting other beings and directing myself out of the hospital.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have defined my expression of being stable, insightful, creative, expressive, assisting, supportive, directive and powerful to the memory of me in the hospital sharing insights in group discussions, making creative artworks, assisting and supporting other beings and directing myself out of the hospital.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from my self-expression of being stable, insightful, creative, expressive, assisting and supportive, directive and powerful through defining them within the memory of me in the hospital sharing insights in group discussions, making creative artworks, assisting and supporting other beings and directing myself out of the hospital – in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that stability, insight, creativity, expression, assistance, support, direction and power is here as me in every moment of breath.



Self-Forgiveness on Memory (use Relevant points to describe the Memory), on Reason for holding on to the Memory and on Connection to the thought for memory 2:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the memory of me having a good grade and being respected by other students because they call me ‘brother Wei’ in my undergraduate study, to the thought ‘I wish I could be as powerful as the son of dragon to direct the world’.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto the memory of me having a good grade and being respected by other students in my undergraduate study.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge a positive value to the memory of my undergraduate study.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word disappointment to the memory of my undergraduate study when I had a good grade and was respected by other students.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word ‘disappointment’ in polarity to the memory of undergraduate study when I had a good grade and was respected by other students.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word disappointment through defining it in polarity to the memory of my undergraduate study – in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define power within a memory of me having a good grade and being respected by other students in my undergraduate study.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word power through defining the word power within the memory of my undergraduate study when I was respected – in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word power to the word respect.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word power within the word respect.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word power and from the word respect through defining the word power within the word respect in separation of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I must have a good grade in order for me to experience myself as powerful.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I must be respected by others in order for me to experience myself as powerful.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that power is here as myself in every moment of breath.