Self-Forgiveness on Judgment of the System

Note: The following self-forgiveness is based on an article published on my Chinese blog on October 11, 2009, which I am now moving here to this English blog.



I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the system as bad.








I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word system with a negative value.







I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the system through judging the system as bad.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear the system.







I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the system to fear - and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear.







I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate self-responsibility - abdicating responsibility for what i have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as the system.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge nature, the animal kingdom, and the physical manifested universe as being bad/worthless/useless because we are currently in the system and from my idea/perception/belief that the system is bad, i was judging all and everything in this world as bad.







I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from nature, animal kingdom, the physical manifested universe through judging them as bad.







I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that what makes a difference is whether we are of the system or not, not whether we are in the system (actually everything is in the system).







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge nature/animal kingdon/the physical manifested universe merely because they are in the system instead of realizing that nature/animal kingdom/the physical manifested universe has stood up within oneness and equality, taking responsibility for what has been accepted and allowed,and that the only manifestation that has not yet stood up as Life as all as one as equal is human beings who are trapped in the mind consciousness systems which human beings have perceived/believed to be who we are.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to perceive/believe that since the whole physical universe is the manifestation of the mind consciousness system, the whole physical universe deserves to be destroyed.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify the destruction of the physical manifested universe.







I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize my oneness and equality with nature/animal kingdom/the manifested physical universe, and i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take the manifested physical universe for granted.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that destroying the world is a solution.







I forgive mself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be trapped by perceptions/ideas/beliefs based on the mind consciousness system.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge who i am one and equal with the manifestd physical universe simply because we are currently system manifestations.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for me in the system instead of realizing that what makes a difference is whether i am of the system or not.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to separate myself from what i have accepted and allowed myself to be and become as a mind consciousness system.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take the unconditional assistance and support from nature/animal kingdom/the manifeseted physical universe for granted.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to disregard all and everything in this world, instead of realizing that i have disregarded myself as Life.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from Life as who i really am as all as one as equall as the living word as the sound harmonic expression.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take myself for granted.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge animals to be stupid or dumb, perceiving myself to be superior/smart/intelligent, perceiving/believing that animals do not understand oneness and equality.







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify killing/murdering animals. It is unacceptable!







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist in self-rightousness, superiority, and arrogance. Unacceptable!







Be in the system yet not of the system! Stand up, take self-responsibility, live who i really am as Life as all as one as equal as the living word as the sound harmonic expression.







No more judgment of nature/animal kingdom/the manifested physical universe!



No more separation from nature/animal kingdom/the manifested physical universe!



No more separation from that which stands as who i really am as Life as all as one as equal!







I am here assisting and supporting myself to be/live one and equal with nature/animal kingdom/the physical manifested universe!







I am here assisting and supporting myself as the breath of Life as Life as all as one as equal as the living word as the sound harmonic expression!



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Alignment in the Process

A really fascinating post on the Desteni forum: http://desteni.co.za/forum/viewtopic.php?f=80&t=13149

Who I really am is Life as all as one as equal. It is my responsibility to honour myself as LIFE. How to honour who I really am as Life? To do what is best for all in every moment of every breath.

As I see currently the most effective applications that assists and supports myself in honouring myself as Life is: application of Breath awareness + What is best for all in my current situation specifically within the education system.

I have been struggling in establishing myself here as breath consistently. Why? I have realized that I have not been effective in being self-disciplined in assisting and supporting myself to live as breath within awareness - not realizing that in my action of not applying myself with self-discipline I am not only prolonging my own process but also prolonging process of all as one - I am not only responsible for myself but all as one as Self.

I am able to have access to Desteni materials. However, there are also many others who do not even have an opportunity to access these materials, such as those in China Mainland. Thus what is my responsibility? To assist and support myself to stand up as Life and be effective in assisting and supporting myself first to be able to assist and support all others as myself to stand up for Self as LIFE. What is best for all from my specific placement in this world? Have I realized my specific placement in this process? I grew up in China and I know both English and Chinese. As I see currently through assessment of my background and situation, I will contribute most (eventually) in China in this process of bringing Heaven on Earth through the establishment of the Equal Money System. So this is my responsibility in the process. This is my alignment with the Process. This is my responsibility towards who I really am as LIFE. This is the part that I need to bring in this Process. If I do not bring my part, I am dishonouring who I really am as Life as all as one as equal!

My process is not all about me as an individual being, but about who I really am as Life as all as one as equal. I am not only responsible in my onw process, but also responsible in the Process of all realizing self as LIFE one and equal. Within perceiving/believing that this process is about me as an individual and not taking my responsibility as all as one as equal as Life, I then exist in self-dishonesty - dishonouring who I really am as Life as all as one as equal. No individual free will and free chocie. Free will and free choice is the justification of self-dishonesty/self-interest/spitefulness.

Am I being self-disciplined? Am I assiting and supporting myself diligently and effectively? Am I doing what is best for all in every moment of every breath? No, there are aspects in my world where I can assist and support myself to be more effective. Why don't I assist and support myself to be diligent, effective and specific? Why do I indulge in my mind? Why do i give my power away to my mind? Why do I allow my mind to direct me instead of me directing myself? Why do I allow myself to give into limitation? Why do I still indulge in self-interest?

Dishonouring who I really am as Life as all as one as equal can not be tolerated! If I do not bring my part and honour who I really am as Life as all as one as equal, I will be replaced and removed according to my acceptance and allowance. It is simple equation. Get your ass in gears! Stop the daydreaming! Come on man! Don't you see what the fuck you are doing? You! Wake up! Take self-responsibility and Live!

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The above is a revision of a blog post that I publised on my Chinese blog on JULY-16-2009 which I am now moving here to this English blog.
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Desteni I Process: http://desteniiprocess.com/


Desteni website: http://www.desteni.co.za/


Equal Money System: http://www.equalmoney.org/


My Youtube Channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/WeiWuHere?feature=mhum


My Chinese Blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/qiudaozhe
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